Hi Debbie, I've been wondering how you are--it's great to hear from you! First, NO, it is not usual to be "very" tired after meditation--mildly tired can be expected depending, but I sense that you're referring moreso as to feeling drained! I'm going to assume you're aware of diet, sleep, exercise, even some illness! So, beyond that, there could be any number of reasons/causes for this. I'll touch on the ones I think may the culprits, if they apply--check out what I suggest. (While looking these up, you may come across other links that might apply or which you'll find interesting.) After your research & applying the techniques I suggest--if you're still having difficulty with excessive fatigue after meditating, let me know. Don't take any offense as to what I'm touching upon, as this condition affects many of us from time to time & in various ways--including myself. When I read your question, two or three things came to mind: (1) Are you finding that
you're having difficulty focusing during meditation to where you feel that your energies are scattered? This not only spreads your concentration thin, but causes you to end up spending two-three times longer than it should just to get through a session! For this, go to "JoS Homepage," click on "Meditation" page. Read through the "Powers of the Mind," then go to the actual Power Meditation page. In the last column, there are a number of topics regarding concentration & overcoming obstacles. While on the same meditation page, check out "Physical Yoga" (Hatha) in the first column. At first, I didn't think Hatha would help me at all--but I was wrong! I've incorporated it into my day, & after becoming accustomed to it, the positions will come naturally--your body will limber up--a necessity for "Kriya" yoga later--and just 10--15 minutes a day is all I need! You will get an energy buzz from this as well! I don't do my yoga with my other meditations. I
usually do my Hatha & Kriya sometime during the early afternoon, between my morning & evening meditations. But, since you're having difficulty with fatigue, you might want to try some physical yoga before your meditation. If you cannot get yourself into all of the positions--you're not alone--do the ones you can & just remember that for every position you do perform, make sure you follow through with an opposite one (for balance). (2) Another thing that came to mind is that you might could benefit from increasing your "witchpower." This is your chi, the energy you get by performing "breathing techniques!" For a selection of these as well as a thorough explanation, go to Homepage: near the top you will see "**Updates 18/June/2014." Click on this. Then click on "Joy of Satan Updates," then under "5/March/2013," you'll find "Latest Updates for Meditations." Clicking on that link will provide you with "Yogic Breathing Basics," (under 14/Jan/2013). Here
your search will bring you to a number of breathing meditations (& explanations) for raising your witchpower! (If you notice any other interesting topics, by all means, check them out!) Another but a little more advanced technique is "Drawing Down Energy From the Stars;" "JoS Homepage," click on the link "Satanic Witchcraft," see second column for this meditation. (3) Let's not overlook the basics here: when you meditate, are you creating (present tense) a very powerful aura of protection around you? You'd be surprised at how interaction with the "plastic people" of the world can zap your energy--not to mention any (personal) enemies you might have. Also, are you sure that none of your chakras are blocked? Now, regarding your second question about finding your Guardian Demon(ess): I assume that you've gone through the preliminaries of using either a pendulum, tarot cards, reading through the list of all the Demons(esses) listed--I read through all of
the attributes of every one of them in my initial search--their planet, element, candle color, plant, etc to sense what might appeal to me (as a connection). Often, ones Guardian will share commonalities with oneself! One example from a different perspective is what element are you attracted to?--not necessarily your astrological one, but the one which enthusiastically suits you more!! (This helped me find my Guardian: I am a Pisces--water element-- but I am very attracted to earth! My Guardian Demoness is MARCHOSIAS--Her element is earth--not the same as mine, but water & earth compliment each other. See what I mean? This wasn't the only factor for me, but it moreso confirmed it.) To broaden this palate to select from, if you've got a short list of Guardians to choose from--or not--still go to this link & see if anything jumps out at you to narrow your search: "JoS Homepage," click on "Demons," then click on "How To Summon The Gods of Hell." About 3/4
of the way down you will come to the word "INCENSE" written in purple as a link--click on that & read everything there regarding the planets! There is a wealth of info there that you can compare to the list of Demons(ess)' attributes! Also, speaking of planets, if you've never seen your own birth-chart, Google "free birth chart," and a number of reputable websites will pop up so you can enter the necessary information & find out which planets are "dominant" in your chart--which may narrow your search! (Again, speaking for myself, I have a dominant Mars in my birth-chart. Even though my Guardian's planet is Venus, MARCHOSIAS is a fierce warrior!!! See the connection? Anything subtle like this could be a huge breakthrough & should not be ignored!) You can also ask Father. Once, I needed to summon a demon for a separate & different purpose & had no idea whatsoever who to seek out. I asked Father one evening to guide me in a dream who to summon. That very
night He did in a very vivid dream, & it was the LAST Demon I would have chosen, but He was the one I needed, & we still have a very close working relationship--sometimes, I'm floored by the assistance I've received--oftentimes, just the little things--but things that mean the world to me--it can be very humbling at times! Finally, don't rule out the possibility that your Guardian may not be one of the listed ones; but, with persistence & being open & intuitive, you will find Him/Her! However, in time, you will discover that your Guardian actually chose you long before you began your search for Him/Her!!! I am so sorry to be so long with this, just trying to be of some help. Let me know if any of this has & if I can help any further friend Debbie, don't hesitate to ask me or the egroup in general. We are all here for each other as I have much to learn myself. But do be careful as there are infiltrators. Many dark Blessings to you on this blissful LHP
Debbie!!! Your friend jene.
you're having difficulty focusing during meditation to where you feel that your energies are scattered? This not only spreads your concentration thin, but causes you to end up spending two-three times longer than it should just to get through a session! For this, go to "JoS Homepage," click on "Meditation" page. Read through the "Powers of the Mind," then go to the actual Power Meditation page. In the last column, there are a number of topics regarding concentration & overcoming obstacles. While on the same meditation page, check out "Physical Yoga" (Hatha) in the first column. At first, I didn't think Hatha would help me at all--but I was wrong! I've incorporated it into my day, & after becoming accustomed to it, the positions will come naturally--your body will limber up--a necessity for "Kriya" yoga later--and just 10--15 minutes a day is all I need! You will get an energy buzz from this as well! I don't do my yoga with my other meditations. I
usually do my Hatha & Kriya sometime during the early afternoon, between my morning & evening meditations. But, since you're having difficulty with fatigue, you might want to try some physical yoga before your meditation. If you cannot get yourself into all of the positions--you're not alone--do the ones you can & just remember that for every position you do perform, make sure you follow through with an opposite one (for balance). (2) Another thing that came to mind is that you might could benefit from increasing your "witchpower." This is your chi, the energy you get by performing "breathing techniques!" For a selection of these as well as a thorough explanation, go to Homepage: near the top you will see "**Updates 18/June/2014." Click on this. Then click on "Joy of Satan Updates," then under "5/March/2013," you'll find "Latest Updates for Meditations." Clicking on that link will provide you with "Yogic Breathing Basics," (under 14/Jan/2013). Here
your search will bring you to a number of breathing meditations (& explanations) for raising your witchpower! (If you notice any other interesting topics, by all means, check them out!) Another but a little more advanced technique is "Drawing Down Energy From the Stars;" "JoS Homepage," click on the link "Satanic Witchcraft," see second column for this meditation. (3) Let's not overlook the basics here: when you meditate, are you creating (present tense) a very powerful aura of protection around you? You'd be surprised at how interaction with the "plastic people" of the world can zap your energy--not to mention any (personal) enemies you might have. Also, are you sure that none of your chakras are blocked? Now, regarding your second question about finding your Guardian Demon(ess): I assume that you've gone through the preliminaries of using either a pendulum, tarot cards, reading through the list of all the Demons(esses) listed--I read through all of
the attributes of every one of them in my initial search--their planet, element, candle color, plant, etc to sense what might appeal to me (as a connection). Often, ones Guardian will share commonalities with oneself! One example from a different perspective is what element are you attracted to?--not necessarily your astrological one, but the one which enthusiastically suits you more!! (This helped me find my Guardian: I am a Pisces--water element-- but I am very attracted to earth! My Guardian Demoness is MARCHOSIAS--Her element is earth--not the same as mine, but water & earth compliment each other. See what I mean? This wasn't the only factor for me, but it moreso confirmed it.) To broaden this palate to select from, if you've got a short list of Guardians to choose from--or not--still go to this link & see if anything jumps out at you to narrow your search: "JoS Homepage," click on "Demons," then click on "How To Summon The Gods of Hell." About 3/4
of the way down you will come to the word "INCENSE" written in purple as a link--click on that & read everything there regarding the planets! There is a wealth of info there that you can compare to the list of Demons(ess)' attributes! Also, speaking of planets, if you've never seen your own birth-chart, Google "free birth chart," and a number of reputable websites will pop up so you can enter the necessary information & find out which planets are "dominant" in your chart--which may narrow your search! (Again, speaking for myself, I have a dominant Mars in my birth-chart. Even though my Guardian's planet is Venus, MARCHOSIAS is a fierce warrior!!! See the connection? Anything subtle like this could be a huge breakthrough & should not be ignored!) You can also ask Father. Once, I needed to summon a demon for a separate & different purpose & had no idea whatsoever who to seek out. I asked Father one evening to guide me in a dream who to summon. That very
night He did in a very vivid dream, & it was the LAST Demon I would have chosen, but He was the one I needed, & we still have a very close working relationship--sometimes, I'm floored by the assistance I've received--oftentimes, just the little things--but things that mean the world to me--it can be very humbling at times! Finally, don't rule out the possibility that your Guardian may not be one of the listed ones; but, with persistence & being open & intuitive, you will find Him/Her! However, in time, you will discover that your Guardian actually chose you long before you began your search for Him/Her!!! I am so sorry to be so long with this, just trying to be of some help. Let me know if any of this has & if I can help any further friend Debbie, don't hesitate to ask me or the egroup in general. We are all here for each other as I have much to learn myself. But do be careful as there are infiltrators. Many dark Blessings to you on this blissful LHP
Debbie!!! Your friend jene.
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