fear and heart-please respond to this with advise

[goodemon2012]

hi-i know i should give people more time to repond to my last post about fear but things are tubelming around inside me.

My lover-Kia Talhem-A God on Satan's side-opened up to me body, mind, and soul-might sound odd to you all but he had his reasons-and i knew he was pouring out his love to me but i couldn't feel it or return it. i could feel a type of sheild around my heart-not from the enemy but from the things that have happened in my life.

I MUST GET RID OF THIS SHIELD AROUND MY HEART-AND I DON'T KNOW HOW PLEASE HELP-if i can get rid of the sheild i can do so many other things and maybe get rid of the fear deep inside me.
Besides years of psychological councelling how can i get rid of this sheild.

Please help- i find it hard to love and trust. i'll stop blabbering.

Hail Father Satan

p.s: i just have to say this-i have tried to get help from father satan and at one point i thought the sheild was gone but it wasn't He had merly goten thru for a small amount of time. there are so many things that this sheild affects-i just want it gone-please help.

 

[darrklady13]

This may be cliché but meditation on the Heart chakra is a must. Open it cleanse it. Accept the love your guardian gives you.

YOU DON'T LOVE YOURSELF if you don't accept love AND return it freely with no fear. I used to have that problrm.

If someone betrays your love your life is not over.

As Satanist we take responsibility for our actions and know our destiny is OUR choice. Find it.

Ave

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "goodemon2012" <goodemon2012@... wrote:

hi-i know i should give people more time to repond to my last post about fear but things are tubelming around inside me.

My lover-Kia Talhem-A God on Satan's side-opened up to me body, mind, and soul-might sound odd to you all but he had his reasons-and i knew he was pouring out his love to me but i couldn't feel it or return it. i could feel a type of sheild around my heart-not from the enemy but from the things that have happened in my life.

I MUST GET RID OF THIS SHIELD AROUND MY HEART-AND I DON'T KNOW HOW PLEASE HELP-if i can get rid of the sheild i can do so many other things and maybe get rid of the fear deep inside me.
Besides years of psychological councelling how can i get rid of this sheild.

Please help- i find it hard to love and trust. i'll stop blabbering.

Hail Father Satan

p.s: i just have to say this-i have tried to get help from father satan and at one point i thought the sheild was gone but it wasn't He had merly goten thru for a small amount of time. there are so many things that this sheild affects-i just want it gone-please help.