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[WodanazWolf]

Unique first post. Haven't been able to tell anyone about what happened.

Well. I decided to buy a vape with sativa strand. I don't smoke but I was in a bad head space and thought this could alleviate some anxiety at least.

Well, I take 3 hits. Not much. I feel excellent for about 30 seconds. Then an intrusive thought darts in. It's like my mom, who just recently passed, and she's saying, "you know what you're doing is bad, you could get in trouble and blow any chance at a successful life". Just really super negative. I didn't hear her auditory but I felt a presence near by. I wondered if my own fears and panic were creating this feeling or if some spirits could enter into my frequency thanks for the drugs.

Well it got worse, and I hope I don't freak you out with this. But next I felt like some entity was reading my mind and telling me what to think or even worse, basically just controlling me. Imagine how terrifying that is. You're experience all the dread and fear and can't control yourself.

Then I get the thought that it could be aliens. Aliens could exist. I mean, how have we not destroyed ourselves already. There's got to be some sort of overwatch. When I clear and clean, this overwatch is the gods. But in this moment it was some sort of alien. No idea. Couldn't see it. I had a bit of trip like symptoms. You know where if you see something on TV you think you're involved in it. It's intense. Well I was in a vehicle soon after this occured and I started to think that some sort of cia mind control was going on. And they are likely in cahoots with the aliens. Well. The radio station said "magic" so I'm thinking I'm getting pummeled with some sort of black magick. Then the radio station says "lose you". I interpret it as the person controlling my thoughts is using magic and saying you lose.

Soon after that I get calm enough that these thoughts disparate.

Im a very smart guy so I diagnose myself as having a toxic psychosis event form the thc. Combined with an anxiety attack and existential fears and dread all coming in at once. The thoughts were delusions. Like an auditory hallucination. It was all in my head. Or was it.

What if aliens have mastered mind control and keep us in this position where we can't achieve the things we want to. They feed off our displeasure and negativity. So then I think why do some people get to be famous and rich. How are they different than me. Why can't I achieve this. What if the aliens are keeping me down. Punishing me.

Events in my past where I was doing great and something negative happened. What if that was a coordinated strike from some alien who has the job to ensure I don't succeed.

Or. What if the alien is in my head and his disposition is malleable. If I change my thought process. Get my headspace in the right frequency. Start putting effort into worshipping the gods.

Use will, intent, expectation, desire, and assimilation while I focus on what I want to achieve. The alien or spirit is reacting to how I feel. If I project anxiety, worry, fear, dread, it's just going to exacerbate and into some sort of nightmare mental loop. But instead we must be present. We must be aware and cognizant of our present emotional state. Ensure it's in a great place. And what happens. That entity kind of backs off. Or maybe be was never there.

I've read the kybalion, the universe is mentalism. It took a bit but it makes sense.

Long story short, do certain drugs make it easier for spirits or malevolent daemons to try and make you feel worse if that's what's going on. I'd like for a daemon to make a positive connection with me. Like having a superhero on my side. Full of wisdom too.

I understand the power of speech and the spelling of words. It's something I want to master.

I have dabbled in the occult. But I'll be honest, I have been hesitant to really embrace it and dig deeper. I just have a fear that if I don't do something right, something bad will happen and I'll get punished. Despite that I have been in a great headspace and the new found confidence might rectify any issues like that.

Confidence is a game changer. Detachment helps.

Okay. So why I'm here. I'm a Norse Heathen. I'm very interested in the esoteric and occult. I'd like to learn about magick. I also find the chanting and the way you speak when pronouncing a rune, shows me you all have the expedience and wisdom that makes me trust you.

I read a PDF from High Priest HoodedCobra666 on Hitler and whether he won or lost ww2 and I was blown away by your wisdom.

My only question, where does the name Zevism come from? Zevi means Wolf? It's not that Sabbatai Zevi is it?

I know spelling and everything about the specific word is paramount to you, but I haven't been able to figure it out.

Whatever it is from, I know it's great.

I'm interested in worshiping other pantheon gods like the Greeks and especially the Romans. They fascinate me. I'm very committed to Norse heathenry. But the polytheistic syncretism I see here is appealing.

The story earlier. I had been holding that in and had to let it out to someone.

I don't do illegal drugs nor do I drink. I see how those age you and change your physiology. It's a toxin or a poison. Though I get it.

Anyway. Let's do this.

Hail Wotan!

 

[Hs666]

My only question, where does the name Zevism come from? Zevi means Wolf? It's not that Sabbatai Zevi is it?

Read here: ZEVISTS: Our New Name, Zeus & Thunder Power - Sat & Zev

 

[Mysteries of the Gods]

Hi, I really recommend against doing drugs for Spiritual Advancement or for "having experiences" or for recreative purposes. I personally don't have any experiences with drugs but on top of my head I would say this:

1) Drugs and alcohol chemically mess up your brain and can kill your brain cells (I heard the last one about alcohol specifically). I really personally doubt one can have genuine and unfiltered psychic experiences while the brain Is very fucked up by drugs. Yes, some drugs can get you in a vulnerable light trance state or keep fear/anxiety at bay (all the se good for communication), but I think the long-term negative effects are overwheming in comparison. You don't want or need those to be a psychic. You need practice and develop your natural abilities.

2) With drugs you are in an altered state and you are a lot more susceptible to psychic attacks, especially if you don't have any Spiritual Protection (like the AoP in the ToZ) established on yourself.

 

[Mysteries of the Gods]

About your experience...I cannot say anything for sure. I don't know if your mother (condolences by the way) really spoke to you. Maybe she gave you a "doomsday" warning because she's worried about you and wants you to stop immediately lest you take a very dark dangerous road. Or maybe your subconscious conjured up your mother as an archetype of the concerned parent because deep down you feel guilty about this. I don't know. I'm not you and Spiritual Experiences are very difficult to judge. Very rarely I dare to give a definite answer. I've been humbled by my own personal experiences. One never stops learning.

The radio thing too...I intuitively ruled it out as a coincidence, but syncronicities do exist and can give Messages. It's not outside of possibility. It can be a coincidence, as I picked up intuitively, but there also might be some dark context I don't know about. And if this is a Message, you have to figure out what it means (sometimes we interpret wrong). If someone is doing Black Magick on you, protect yourself and do Return Curses 1 and 2 in the Temple of Zeus. Do these to make sure, I would say, as a rule of thumb. It cannot hurt but It will help if you have this going on. Do it. Defend yourself.

Also...there are vampiric/parasitic entities that pick up your fear and other negative emotions. Negative emotions (especially intense ones) are usually very easy to pick up in panicky situations/individuals and those Spirits can turn them into "good Energy" to feed themselves with. This experience looks closer to home with me. This can happen if you are highly vulnerable or under drugs effects. Protect yourself and practice your Occult without those drugs. You don't need them to evolve.

 

[PowerAMSS]

No, drugs just do odd stuff to your bodies chemical profile. Some are worse, and some are better. Technically speaking, all chemicals used in the right ratios can be a drug.

 

[serpentwalker666]

Stop doing drugs they are harmful to your soul and your spiritual advancement.

Cease using drugs immediately. Drug use is damaging and won't assist you, it will slowly drain you and spiral you downward as a being.

 

[Henu the Great]

No, drugs just do odd stuff to your bodies chemical profile. Some are worse, and some are better. Technically speaking, all chemicals used in the right ratios can be a drug.

That is not the case. There is a metaphysical layer to this topic as well. Drug usage makes one's auric field more suspectible to harmful things such as psychic attacks.

Attention must be paid to the state of your vital field, the energetic signature that precedes and surrounds your physical form. We shall refer to this field, this tangible sphere of influence and presence, as the aura. From the Zevist perspective,It is the complex electro-magnetic field generated by and intrinsically linked with your spiritual bodies, your material body, and your vital energy centers, often conceptualized as chakras. While the term 'chakra' finds its most explicit articulation in the Indic traditions, the principle of crucial energetic centers is recognized in various forms across the ancient world, informing our integrated understanding.

 

[Rodulf]

Your experience sounds a lot like my own with Complex PTSD. I was having depersonalization episodes and very bad intrusive thoughts, just the worst things I have ever seen or heard of. I was very frightened I was going insane. I was tempted to go on psychmeds, but that scared me, too. So, instead, I began a campaign of deep inner work on myself, focusing on meditation and ruthless introspection. With time and effort I passed through the fire and regained my mind. This has brought me to a strong grounding in Stoicism and Samurai philosophy, which has become my greatest strength. You've got to have a "rock" inside to stand on, to view the world from. And I would strongly urge you to have nothing to do with the unnatural, chemical-laced Cannabis now in shops. The stuff is toxic. Hope this helps, Kinsman. Let us know how you do.

 

[Dragonheart666]

Unique first post. Haven't been able to tell anyone about what happened.

Well. I decided to buy a vape with sativa strand. I don't smoke but I was in a bad head space and thought this could alleviate some anxiety at least.

Well, I take 3 hits. Not much. I feel excellent for about 30 seconds. Then an intrusive thought darts in. It's like my mom, who just recently passed, and she's saying, "you know what you're doing is bad, you could get in trouble and blow any chance at a successful life". Just really super negative. I didn't hear her auditory but I felt a presence near by. I wondered if my own fears and panic were creating this feeling or if some spirits could enter into my frequency thanks for the drugs.

Well it got worse, and I hope I don't freak you out with this. But next I felt like some entity was reading my mind and telling me what to think or even worse, basically just controlling me. Imagine how terrifying that is. You're experience all the dread and fear and can't control yourself.

Then I get the thought that it could be aliens. Aliens could exist. I mean, how have we not destroyed ourselves already. There's got to be some sort of overwatch. When I clear and clean, this overwatch is the gods. But in this moment it was some sort of alien. No idea. Couldn't see it. I had a bit of trip like symptoms. You know where if you see something on TV you think you're involved in it. It's intense. Well I was in a vehicle soon after this occured and I started to think that some sort of cia mind control was going on. And they are likely in cahoots with the aliens. Well. The radio station said "magic" so I'm thinking I'm getting pummeled with some sort of black magick. Then the radio station says "lose you". I interpret it as the person controlling my thoughts is using magic and saying you lose.

Soon after that I get calm enough that these thoughts disparate.

Im a very smart guy so I diagnose myself as having a toxic psychosis event form the thc. Combined with an anxiety attack and existential fears and dread all coming in at once. The thoughts were delusions. Like an auditory hallucination. It was all in my head. Or was it.

What if aliens have mastered mind control and keep us in this position where we can't achieve the things we want to. They feed off our displeasure and negativity. So then I think why do some people get to be famous and rich. How are they different than me. Why can't I achieve this. What if the aliens are keeping me down. Punishing me.

Events in my past where I was doing great and something negative happened. What if that was a coordinated strike from some alien who has the job to ensure I don't succeed.

Or. What if the alien is in my head and his disposition is malleable. If I change my thought process. Get my headspace in the right frequency. Start putting effort into worshipping the gods.

Use will, intent, expectation, desire, and assimilation while I focus on what I want to achieve. The alien or spirit is reacting to how I feel. If I project anxiety, worry, fear, dread, it's just going to exacerbate and into some sort of nightmare mental loop. But instead we must be present. We must be aware and cognizant of our present emotional state. Ensure it's in a great place. And what happens. That entity kind of backs off. Or maybe be was never there.

I've read the kybalion, the universe is mentalism. It took a bit but it makes sense.

Long story short, do certain drugs make it easier for spirits or malevolent daemons to try and make you feel worse if that's what's going on. I'd like for a daemon to make a positive connection with me. Like having a superhero on my side. Full of wisdom too.

I understand the power of speech and the spelling of words. It's something I want to master.

I have dabbled in the occult. But I'll be honest, I have been hesitant to really embrace it and dig deeper. I just have a fear that if I don't do something right, something bad will happen and I'll get punished. Despite that I have been in a great headspace and the new found confidence might rectify any issues like that.

Confidence is a game changer. Detachment helps.

Okay. So why I'm here. I'm a Norse Heathen. I'm very interested in the esoteric and occult. I'd like to learn about magick. I also find the chanting and the way you speak when pronouncing a rune, shows me you all have the expedience and wisdom that makes me trust you.

I read a PDF from High Priest HoodedCobra666 on Hitler and whether he won or lost ww2 and I was blown away by your wisdom.

My only question, where does the name Zevism come from? Zevi means Wolf? It's not that Sabbatai Zevi is it?

I know spelling and everything about the specific word is paramount to you, but I haven't been able to figure it out.

Whatever it is from, I know it's great.

I'm interested in worshiping other pantheon gods like the Greeks and especially the Romans. They fascinate me. I'm very committed to Norse heathenry. But the polytheistic syncretism I see here is appealing.

The story earlier. I had been holding that in and had to let it out to someone.

I don't do illegal drugs nor do I drink. I see how those age you and change your physiology. It's a toxin or a poison. Though I get it.

Anyway. Let's do this.

Hail Wotan!

That's not a smart way to do it.

 

[WodanazWolf]

I appreciate all of the responses. This is awesome chatting with you all. It's been a while.

 

[PowerAMSS]

That is not the case. There is a metaphysical layer to this topic as well. Drug usage makes one's auric field more suspectible to harmful things such as psychic attacks.

Attention must be paid to the state of your vital field, the energetic signature that precedes and surrounds your physical form. We shall refer to this field, this tangible sphere of influence and presence, as the aura. From the Zevist perspective,It is the complex electro-magnetic field generated by and intrinsically linked with your spiritual bodies, your material body, and your vital energy centers, often conceptualized as chakras. While the term 'chakra' finds its most explicit articulation in the Indic traditions, the principle of crucial energetic centers is recognized in various forms across the ancient world, informing our integrated understanding.

This is true, since the soul/mind controls the aura and the aura is a part of it emanating from the light body, this makes perfect sense. Sorry about missing that detail.

 

[Henu the Great]

This is true, since the soul/mind controls the aura and the aura is a part of it emanating from the light body, this makes perfect sense. Sorry about missing that detail.

Yes, everything is connected.