Disappointed

[untoutable]

I am a person who is very confused and lost and looking for answers. I was raised up in a Christian home and have recently been discovering that Christians all seem to be hypocritical fools (to put it nicely). I read the Joy of Satan site an was very impressed with the doctrine and due to having had certain encounters that fit in line more with the doctrine of Satan than Christianity I wanted to learn more. After reading many of the posts for this e-group I have become very saddened by how many of those who are responding and talking remind me and seem no different than the hypocritical Christians I have just left. Is there anyone that actually is high up and a TRUE believer that is willing to talk to me and answer some questions for me? I would preferably wish to talk to someone privately and if at all possible someone who helped create the Joy of Satan website.

The only reason I have not already given up on your beliefs is due to the personal experiences that are similar to what was on the main website and the warning that there are going to be a bunch of fakes in the groups. So, unless you are a highly knowledgeable priest or priestess please do not respond.

Thank you and my apologies if I sound impertinent.

 

[Light Yagami]

I can't understand what you're trying to find. All the information is on the site, and from then on, people do the dedication ritual (if they believe in Satan etc) and then start empowering themselves. What exactly are you searching for here? This group is for answering questions or sharing experiences and the like. If you need information, then study the site.

Στις 2:22 μ.μ. Σάββατο, 8 Φεβρουαρίου 2014, ο/η "untoutable@..." <untoutable@... έγραψε:
  I am a person who is very confused and lost and looking for answers. I was raised up in a Christian home and have recently been discovering that Christians all seem to be hypocritical fools (to put it nicely). I read the Joy of Satan site an was very impressed with the doctrine and due to having had certain encounters that fit in line more with the doctrine of Satan than Christianity I wanted to learn more. After reading many of the posts for this e-group I have become very saddened by how many of those who are responding and talking remind me and seem no different than the hypocritical Christians I have just left. Is there anyone that actually is high up and a TRUE believer that is willing to talk to me and answer some questions for me? I would preferably wish to talk to someone privately and if at all possible someone who helped create the Joy of Satan website.

The only reason I have not already given up on your beliefs is due to the personal experiences that are similar to what was on the main website and the warning that there are going to be a bunch of fakes in the groups. So, unless you are a highly knowledgeable priest or priestess please do not respond.

Thank you and my apologies if I sound impertinent.