Also I have been heavily involved in Christianity for about 9 years now to the point I was going to college to become a pastor before dropping out will there be any problems if I dedicate myself and am still brainwashed and kinda believe their lies will anything bad happen to me ?I am willing to change I’m sick of Christianity and faith everything just have faith no proof just have faith like I said I’m willing to change but just need time to reprogram myself is it safe for me to do the dedication ritual while still brainwashed?