Confusion, Disillusion.

[Christian Kettler]

 

[En Haradren Amlug]

Satan. That is the word of encouragement.

Satan never leaves those who are dedicated to Him. Never gives up on us or lets us down. Fill yourself with Satan, surround yourself with Him, His love. For you, for all His Children.

Take some time to read through the Al Jilwah, through the pages on the JoS on Satan Himself. Remember what he has done for you, and be greatful for Him. The least we can do in return is trust in Him.

Bad times come, most are from the enemy. We feel down and not ourselves. We must trust in Him and His love for us. And persist through it. That is what a Spiritual Satanist is. We never back away, never give up.

Wake yourself up and stop living in a dream of half reality. Satan IS truth. Get your head straight. Keep your meditations up and the clouds will clear. I know this from experiance. The burning light of Satan, of the Gods, of Our own Souls will melt away the shroud of confusion and fantasy.

Lastly, Satanism and Science go hand in hand. In science, there is a common phrase along the lines of; "there are no failures, only different results". In the scientific method, you do not stop after one failure. You observe the results, and adjust the experiment accordingly. You will get new results, weather they work to what you desired or not. Either way, you are learning, adapting, and growing.

The same can be said in Satanism. We fail at times, yes, but we do not give up there. We take in the results we recieved. We analyse them and adjust them. We correct ourselves and learn from it. So that we may do better next time, that we may be stronger and smarter by it.

You don't grow up knowing not to put your hand in the fire. At some point during your infint-hood, you would have put your hand in the flame, touched the hot stove, ect. And learnt from this mistake.

Part of growing and learning, is making mistakes.

Stay strong. The Gods always keep strong in Us.

Hail Satan! Praise the True Gods of Old!

-En Haradren Amlug.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Christian Kettler <cakettler@... wrote:

What is truth? Everything is only real if I wish it to be, although I guess that just proves how powerful the human mind can be. Ive been wrong and have done wrong things before, but I have good intentions. I don't consider myself smart or wise, I'm reminded of that everyday. I feel dead inside, love is hard to feel along with happiness, I feel so lost in life and spirit, maybe someone can help with this. I've never dreamed of renouncing Spiritual Satanism, but recently its felt like I've gone completely neutral. I dont expect anyone to reply, but maybe someone has words of advice and encouragement.

 

[Anand Bon]

Yea i agree, Definitely, I wanted power well i am getting Stronger, Getting Schooled by Satan,About Life, responsibility,How an True Satanist ought to be, Through unseen ways and seen ways,Getting through much,and Being transformed,and Knowledge always given to me,I suppose i can handle such intense schooling but hey i am here and still learning growing, Sometimes this schooling is tough makes me think why must i have to go through this, Well things are going to get Rough soon plus I am Needed,Plus He loves me as his disciple,child, I wanted immense power this is how i get it, The hard way and Roughly,NO pain NO Gain, Also with great power comes great responsibility,I wanna be Someone great? Well i must see through everything, Putten through many thing,Ive read a book read a specific line of an great mans word of advice,To be an Great man one must Endure great Suffering, Okay this is neccesarry,how will i learn it to the bone and soul if those are not applied,i am talking about it the satanic way,Look at Satan he is A Great God, Have he endured such Great Suffering,Definitely,From there he have grown more stronger than before, I wanted to follow his footsteps a bit well its intense and thats how its gonna be learned,The Satanic way, I've experienced many things, I am growing closer to satan, right now my personality and my way of perceiving things are changing constantly changing,Responsibility,etc many things, many things drumming in, In the End when i look back,it have made me Stronger,Smarter,Wiser,More Cunning etc,I am Sure Many Satanic Brethren he wanted this experiencing these kinds of stuff,Yea Pops can be a Hard Teacher,But in the End he have changed me for better,i am always thankful for that and will give back. Bro Dont give up on life,Its fun, Dont fall into darkness,Maintain yourself and your goodwill and good traits in this shit infested planet,Thats true strength as well.