So yeah I'm new to Spiritual Satanism, and my questions are:When I power meditate, do I visualize these things for example the Aura clean, do I visualize myself with the bright light going over me like looking in a mirror? I'm completely lost and forgive me. If someone could explain in a good amount of detail on how to power meditate that would help a lot. My second question is, how do I contact my guardian demon/ess? What is the easiest and most formal way of doing it, I'm really curious and desperate to find out so I can establish a good friendship with him/her.My third question, what happens to us Spiritual Satanists when we die? like where do we go and what happens? Is it possible to become a demon? Like Divine? My final question, how can I contact Satan? I've been trying to meditate on his Sigil and trying to vibrate his name to call upon him, not sure if that's correct. I would like to get to know our one true god and father over all and be a good friend to him.
Almost every night I pray to Satan and almost every day in my head I try to talk to him and stuff. I am devoting my time and life to him and I will remain dedicated no matter what. Recently my ex girlfriend broke up with me and we have a baby together a boy 3 months old, and I was wondering if Father will be watching him/ taking care of him? Because we broke up I kinda fell into depression and became sad, I don't want to remain that way, I will always love her and was wondering if a demon could help me get her back? that's not a serious question more of a thought. I would love to have her back and continue as a family. Is there a way to get over this sadness? I know in time everything gets better. I've been on the JoS website and have read and studied a lot, but still confused. I've been through the list of demons/ness and seen that there is 1 demon that could help with relationships and stuff, just curious about that as well, I believe the name of the demon was Leraje? How could I come of contact with him or her? It says her, but I've seen people say he. So I have no idea.
So that's my question's, sorry if it's a lot.
Hail Satan. <3
Almost every night I pray to Satan and almost every day in my head I try to talk to him and stuff. I am devoting my time and life to him and I will remain dedicated no matter what. Recently my ex girlfriend broke up with me and we have a baby together a boy 3 months old, and I was wondering if Father will be watching him/ taking care of him? Because we broke up I kinda fell into depression and became sad, I don't want to remain that way, I will always love her and was wondering if a demon could help me get her back? that's not a serious question more of a thought. I would love to have her back and continue as a family. Is there a way to get over this sadness? I know in time everything gets better. I've been on the JoS website and have read and studied a lot, but still confused. I've been through the list of demons/ness and seen that there is 1 demon that could help with relationships and stuff, just curious about that as well, I believe the name of the demon was Leraje? How could I come of contact with him or her? It says her, but I've seen people say he. So I have no idea.
So that's my question's, sorry if it's a lot.
Hail Satan. <3