christianity is just bullshit

[basstetsunur]

I was raised under heavy christian values and i was sent to a christian school for my primary school . when i was like 7 i playfully just said out loud on a rainy ,dark and gloomy day with loud thunder that "jesus is coming" . i said this in class and peoples kids were just crying and i got shouted at by the teacher for simply just saying that . but really kids crying over this ..... that young like im talking 6, 7 year-olds... i mean was just so surprised to why they reacted like that ,but then i realised how much fear is involved in the religion itself . because evetime a christian brings up the whole "jesus is coming" topic they set the scene to some spooky bullshit and its like they are not even happy about his so called return .these guys are scared Hella scared . christianity is based on fear to keep people in it . the bible was always talking about how we should love god but i never really did, people would categorize me as "a good christian" but reflecting back at it i was simply just scared of the christian idea of hell and im sure so many other christians are in the same situation ,those guys love acting like their life is together but this shit is so fucking depressing . if a christian sees a happy gay couple or a drag queen happily and authentically being themselves and doing it happy . the main thing they say is aren't u scared of going to hell or like a statement related to hell . to me it just makes it look like they would love to do the exact same thing if it weren't for hell. i feel like their level of judgement is to compensate and make themselves feel better about themselves because through judgement they feel like saints acting all righteous ,in reality those guys are just fucked up in the head and on a serious note