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...Recall what the subject was under regarding my post's; to mainly to High Priestess Maxine, and Dante: thank you both very much for your advise, I AM sure it will prove itself very useful. I would love to get into a more elaborate post, but right now I have to focus more on how my sister is using the fact that I have a window open, as an excuse to freeze out my sick, elderly parents! (I'm on the 1st floor, they all, the 2nd). If I could, I would have done a complete destruction ritual on her(xian sister) years ago! It just keeps getting worse! There are times I fear only prison due to my physical health, otherwise I would kill her w/ my bare hands! The extreme hatred I have towards her is so bad I find it nearly impossible to focus on the simplest of meditations, as all I can do is fantasize about the various ways in which to torture/kill her!! I don't know what to do, as they say,"There are no mediators in Satanism" otherwise, I would beg and plead that someone kill her for my sake, as well as that of her abused children, and my abused parents. As a matter of fact I will/ am doing just that rightnow! I feel a need to apoligize, but if you knew the 1/2 of it; like how much she had to do w/ my 2.5 years in prison, how much of a role she played in my wife leaving w/ my son and has been working w/ her all along, behind my back( isn't family suposed to stick together instead of helping the people who destroyed my life, and blatantly threatened to kill me?!) Wait, all apologies as this is what I said I WOULDN'T do! Nevertheless, I don't take back a SINGLE word: I NEED that bitch DEAD!-no matter WHAT it takes!!!
On a lighter note, I have SOO much more to be thankful for this year: a REAL family(my spiritual brothers & sisters) I know who cares, my Spiritual parents: Father SATAN, & Lady(Mother) Agares, who I have a strong feeling is my GD, my High Priestess,Maxine, and HOPE! J-SIN
HAIL SATAN!!!!
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