westleyply
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- Aug 23, 2005
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Okay, just so i dont embarrass myself, i wont list all the details. i do this thing every now and then, everyday it seems, and i try to stop, i want to stop. although this might call for a working of some sorts, i do not have the time anymore. i told father satan when i talked to him personally, just rambling on about some stuff, that i would stop doing this stuff but i havent, and sometimes i feel pitied, but after a few destuction workings against the enemies i feel better. there really isnt no promblem. it is just that the thing i am doing involves the degrading of women and i dont want to do it, its just i dont have any other alternive. i want to ask father for a Succubus and start from there because i have really strong urges, and even the females available that i now realize are kikes are the only ones, and so i stopped. but it is hard to stay away from a kike that has made a strong link. you just got to break it over and over and over and over, it get annoying.
i ask father to come to me when i am ready, then i when i started to do warfare twice a day, i was brought to a table in my dream with alot of tasty smelling food and alot of gods surrounding it, but then i asked to leave because i was shy. i was SUPER SHY. i ask to leave over and over inside my mind, and i ended up waking up.
now i am back at it again, and this new job suck, i might get fired because i didnt follow all the precautions of calling off, but if i do get fired, my service for satan is full. i am doing a workin in the morning not to get fired though, but still...
i want to ask if anyone can give me some advice or help. any would be appreciated
hail father Satan!!!!
i ask father to come to me when i am ready, then i when i started to do warfare twice a day, i was brought to a table in my dream with alot of tasty smelling food and alot of gods surrounding it, but then i asked to leave because i was shy. i was SUPER SHY. i ask to leave over and over inside my mind, and i ended up waking up.
now i am back at it again, and this new job suck, i might get fired because i didnt follow all the precautions of calling off, but if i do get fired, my service for satan is full. i am doing a workin in the morning not to get fired though, but still...
i want to ask if anyone can give me some advice or help. any would be appreciated
hail father Satan!!!!