Believe In Yourself. You're Gonna Be A God, Remember?

[rawriecheezball]

This post is a message for the ones who feel spiritually-useless because of their belief that they are magickally-unable.

Just because you're a beginner, doesn't mean you're powerless.
You have past lives, remember?

You are powerful. Remember that.

.......

As I mentioned before, I currently study in a Catholic School run by Jesuits in the Philippines, a Spanish ex-colony. (THE WORST, right?!)
We have school masses frequently.
Our most recent was today, 12 - 03 - 10.

I wanted to experiment my black magick abilities by causing chaos in the mass.
I focused gray energy into the shape of an inverted cross in front of me and affirmed "The mass is in utter chaos."
I couldn't close my eyes and get to a trance (since it would look weird) - this made me believe at first that my effort would be futile.
Then, my seatmates pissed me off by forcing me to sing along to the mass songs and emphasizing loudly on the jesus bullxiit.
I wanted to get mad, but, instead, I suddenly got the idea to focus and program the destructive angry energy to further empower the inverted cross energy form (I wouldn't call it a thoughtform).
AT FIRST, I saw no chance of chaos.
AND THEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
One of the 4-5 priests that were "celebrating" the mass went up to the mic alone after everyone received communion for an announcement (he was our school director).
Long story short, he announced the cancellation of classes next Wednesday.
THE CROWD BURST INTO A LOUD ROAR!
UTTER CHAOS, BABY!

And to think I had to do it alone (2 of my schoolmate/fellow Satanists were in China for a school project and the one Satanist left with me is absolutely pathetic and just SHAMES the Gods... I really wanna kill him).

.......

I'm technically a beginner since none of my chakras are open + I only recently took the initial step to open my 3rd eye and have been too lazy/stressed to open it further.

In the words of Lady GaGa: (to the GLBT, though)
"Just remember that you're a SUPERSTAR, and you were BORN THAT WAY!"

Our greatest enemy is our limitation.
Nothing else.

AVE LUX FER!
AVE BAAL ZEBUB!
AVE AZAZEL!
AVE ASTAROTH!
AVE THOTH!
AVE HORUS!

(I don't think Father would like us to call him "enemy". It's like calling your human dad "enemy". Ever thought about that?)

Fame + Cigarettes + Enki
= H.P. B. Istreblyat' Cheah

 

[rod crowley]

<td val[/IMG]
Ive been a satanist for over 30 years and i can say its a very rewarding life.It doesnt happen overnite but...given time and dedication it will happen.HAIL FATHER SATAN!

--- On Fri, 12/3/10, rawriecheezball <rawriecheezball@... wrote:

From: rawriecheezball <rawriecheezball@...
Subject: [HellsArmy666] Believe In Yourself. You're Gonna Be A God, Remember?
To: [email protected]
Date: Friday, December 3, 2010, 1:17 PM

  This post is a message for the ones who feel spiritually-useless because of their belief that they are magickally-unable.

Just because you're a beginner, doesn't mean you're powerless.
You have past lives, remember?

You are powerful. Remember that.

.......

As I mentioned before, I currently study in a Catholic School run by Jesuits in the Philippines, a Spanish ex-colony. (THE WORST, right?!)
We have school masses frequently.
Our most recent was today, 12 - 03 - 10.

I wanted to experiment my black magick abilities by causing chaos in the mass.
I focused gray energy into the shape of an inverted cross in front of me and affirmed "The mass is in utter chaos."
I couldn't close my eyes and get to a trance (since it would look weird) - this made me believe at first that my effort would be futile.
Then, my seatmates pissed me off by forcing me to sing along to the mass songs and emphasizing loudly on the jesus bullxiit.
I wanted to get mad, but, instead, I suddenly got the idea to focus and program the destructive angry energy to further empower the inverted cross energy form (I wouldn't call it a thoughtform).
AT FIRST, I saw no chance of chaos.
AND THEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
One of the 4-5 priests that were "celebrating" the mass went up to the mic alone after everyone received communion for an announcement (he was our school director).
Long story short, he announced the cancellation of classes next Wednesday.
THE CROWD BURST INTO A LOUD ROAR!
UTTER CHAOS, BABY!

And to think I had to do it alone (2 of my schoolmate/fellow Satanists were in China for a school project and the one Satanist left with me is absolutely pathetic and just SHAMES the Gods... I really wanna kill him).

.......

I'm technically a beginner since none of my chakras are open + I only recently took the initial step to open my 3rd eye and have been too lazy/stressed to open it further.

In the words of Lady GaGa: (to the GLBT, though)
"Just remember that you're a SUPERSTAR, and you were BORN THAT WAY!"

Our greatest enemy is our limitation.
Nothing else.

AVE LUX FER!
AVE BAAL ZEBUB!
AVE AZAZEL!
AVE ASTAROTH!
AVE THOTH!
AVE HORUS!

(I don't think Father would like us to call him "enemy". It's like calling your human dad "enemy". Ever thought about that?)

Fame + Cigarettes + Enki
= H.P. B. Istreblyat' Cheah

[/TD]

 

[the.tolaez]

While I'm not as epic or cool as you I had a similar experience.

Once in church (I had experimented with psi before) I started making this green energy thing (I wasn't doing it on purpose it was kind of a compulsion). Anyways I might have made it (the thing made of psi energy) reach out and touch this girl next to me. At the time we were singing songs I think. She started coughing, and I mean, like really coughing. Not like one of those coughs where you just cough and stop after some coughs, it really was so embarassing because she kept coughing and coughing. This other guy next to her actually patted her on the back (I think), she thought it was me.

Finally she had to go outside but it's an interesting experience. Of course it wasn't my intention to make her cough for anything and I actually tried to retract the compulsive green thing. But whatever.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "rawriecheezball" <rawriecheezball@... wrote:

This post is a message for the ones who feel spiritually-useless because of their belief that they are magickally-unable.

Just because you're a beginner, doesn't mean you're powerless.
You have past lives, remember?

You are powerful. Remember that.

.......

As I mentioned before, I currently study in a Catholic School run by Jesuits in the Philippines, a Spanish ex-colony. (THE WORST, right?!)
We have school masses frequently.
Our most recent was today, 12 - 03 - 10.

I wanted to experiment my black magick abilities by causing chaos in the mass.
I focused gray energy into the shape of an inverted cross in front of me and affirmed "The mass is in utter chaos."
I couldn't close my eyes and get to a trance (since it would look weird) - this made me believe at first that my effort would be futile.
Then, my seatmates pissed me off by forcing me to sing along to the mass songs and emphasizing loudly on the jesus bullxiit.
I wanted to get mad, but, instead, I suddenly got the idea to focus and program the destructive angry energy to further empower the inverted cross energy form (I wouldn't call it a thoughtform).
AT FIRST, I saw no chance of chaos.
AND THEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
One of the 4-5 priests that were "celebrating" the mass went up to the mic alone after everyone received communion for an announcement (he was our school director).
Long story short, he announced the cancellation of classes next Wednesday.
THE CROWD BURST INTO A LOUD ROAR!
UTTER CHAOS, BABY!

And to think I had to do it alone (2 of my schoolmate/fellow Satanists were in China for a school project and the one Satanist left with me is absolutely pathetic and just SHAMES the Gods... I really wanna kill him).

.......

I'm technically a beginner since none of my chakras are open + I only recently took the initial step to open my 3rd eye and have been too lazy/stressed to open it further.

In the words of Lady GaGa: (to the GLBT, though)
"Just remember that you're a SUPERSTAR, and you were BORN THAT WAY!"

Our greatest enemy is our limitation.
Nothing else.

AVE LUX FER!
AVE BAAL ZEBUB!
AVE AZAZEL!
AVE ASTAROTH!
AVE THOTH!
AVE HORUS!

(I don't think Father would like us to call him "enemy". It's like calling your human dad "enemy". Ever thought about that?)

Fame + Cigarettes + Enki
= H.P. B. Istreblyat' Cheah

 

[Sunny Abel]

Thanks 4 encouraging me

On Sat, 04 Dec 2010 06:48 GMT the.tolaez wrote:

While I'm not as epic or cool as you I had a similar experience.

Once in church (I had experimented with psi before) I started making this green energy thing (I wasn't doing it on purpose it was kind of a compulsion). Anyways I might have made it (the thing made of psi energy) reach out and touch this girl next to me. At the time we were singing songs I think. She started coughing, and I mean, like really coughing. Not like one of those coughs where you just cough and stop after some coughs, it really was so embarassing because she kept coughing and coughing. This other guy next to her actually patted her on the back (I think), she thought it was me.

Finally she had to go outside but it's an interesting experience. Of course it wasn't my intention to make her cough for anything and I actually tried to retract the compulsive green thing. But whatever.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "rawriecheezball" <rawriecheezball@... wrote:

This post is a message for the ones who feel spiritually-useless because of their belief that they are magickally-unable.

Just because you're a beginner, doesn't mean you're powerless.
You have past lives, remember?

You are powerful. Remember that.

.......

As I mentioned before, I currently study in a Catholic School run by Jesuits in the Philippines, a Spanish ex-colony. (THE WORST, right?!)
We have school masses frequently.
Our most recent was today, 12 - 03 - 10.

I wanted to experiment my black magick abilities by causing chaos in the mass.
I focused gray energy into the shape of an inverted cross in front of me and affirmed "The mass is in utter chaos."
I couldn't close my eyes and get to a trance (since it would look weird) - this made me believe at first that my effort would be futile.
Then, my seatmates pissed me off by forcing me to sing along to the mass songs and emphasizing loudly on the jesus bullxiit.
I wanted to get mad, but, instead, I suddenly got the idea to focus and program the destructive angry energy to further empower the inverted cross energy form (I wouldn't call it a thoughtform).
AT FIRST, I saw no chance of chaos.
AND THEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
One of the 4-5 priests that were "celebrating" the mass went up to the mic alone after everyone received communion for an announcement (he was our school director).
Long story short, he announced the cancellation of classes next Wednesday.
THE CROWD BURST INTO A LOUD ROAR!
UTTER CHAOS, BABY!

And to think I had to do it alone (2 of my schoolmate/fellow Satanists were in China for a school project and the one Satanist left with me is absolutely pathetic and just SHAMES the Gods... I really wanna kill him).

.......

I'm technically a beginner since none of my chakras are open + I only recently took the initial step to open my 3rd eye and have been too lazy/stressed to open it further.

In the words of Lady GaGa: (to the GLBT, though)
"Just remember that you're a SUPERSTAR, and you were BORN THAT WAY!"

Our greatest enemy is our limitation.
Nothing else.

AVE LUX FER!
AVE BAAL ZEBUB!
AVE AZAZEL!
AVE ASTAROTH!
AVE THOTH!
AVE HORUS!

(I don't think Father would like us to call him "enemy". It's like calling your human dad "enemy". Ever thought about that?)

Fame + Cigarettes + Enki
= H.P. B. Istreblyat' Cheah

 

[[email protected]]

Another cool one and it is a good way to practice is to a couple rows back ( I use to do this on a public bus)    and astrally touch someone on the back of their bare neck.  I got a lot of responses and people would reach back and touch their neck and sometimes look back. Don't be right behind them though so they think you are actually physically touching them.      In a message dated 12/6/2010 4:39:27 A.M. Eastern Standard Time, sonnet52@... writes:

  Thanks 4 encouraging me

On Sat, 04 Dec 2010 06:48 GMT the.tolaez wrote:

While I'm not as epic or cool as you I had a similar experience.

Once in church (I had experimented with psi before) I started making this green energy thing (I wasn't doing it on purpose it was kind of a compulsion). Anyways I might have made it (the thing made of psi energy) reach out and touch this girl next to me. At the time we were singing songs I think. She started coughing, and I mean, like really coughing. Not like one of those coughs where you just cough and stop after some coughs, it really was so embarassing because she kept coughing and coughing. This other guy next to her actually patted her on the back (I think), she thought it was me.

Finally she had to go outside but it's an interesting experience. Of course it wasn't my intention to make her cough for anything and I actually tried to retract the compulsive green thing. But whatever.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "rawriecheezball" <rawriecheezball@... wrote:

This post is a message for the ones who feel spiritually-useless because of their belief that they are magickally-unable.

Just because you're a beginner, doesn't mean you're powerless.
You have past lives, remember?

You are powerful. Remember that.

.......

As I mentioned before, I currently study in a Catholic School run by Jesuits in the Philippines, a Spanish ex-colony. (THE WORST, right?!)
We have school masses frequently.
Our most recent was today, 12 - 03 - 10.

I wanted to experiment my black magick abilities by causing chaos in the mass.
I focused gray energy into the shape of an inverted cross in front of me and affirmed "The mass is in utter chaos."
I couldn't close my eyes and get to a trance (since it would look weird) - this made me believe at first that my effort would be futile.
Then, my seatmates pissed me off by forcing me to sing along to the mass songs and emphasizing loudly on the jesus bullxiit.
I wanted to get mad, but, instead, I suddenly got the idea to focus and program the destructive angry energy to further empower the inverted cross energy form (I wouldn't call it a thoughtform).
AT FIRST, I saw no chance of chaos.
AND THEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
One of the 4-5 priests that were "celebrating" the mass went up to the mic alone after everyone received communion for an announcement (he was our school director).
Long story short, he announced the cancellation of classes next Wednesday.
THE CROWD BURST INTO A LOUD ROAR!
UTTER CHAOS, BABY!

And to think I had to do it alone (2 of my schoolmate/fellow Satanists were in China for a school project and the one Satanist left with me is absolutely pathetic and just SHAMES the Gods... I really wanna kill him).

.......

I'm technically a beginner since none of my chakras are open + I only recently took the initial step to open my 3rd eye and have been too lazy/stressed to open it further.

In the words of Lady GaGa: (to the GLBT, though)
"Just remember that you're a SUPERSTAR, and you were BORN THAT WAY!"

Our greatest enemy is our limitation.
Nothing else.

AVE LUX FER!
AVE BAAL ZEBUB!
AVE AZAZEL!
AVE ASTAROTH!
AVE THOTH!
AVE HORUS!

(I don't think Father would like us to call him "enemy". It's like calling your human dad "enemy". Ever thought about that?)

Fame + Cigarettes + Enki
= H.P. B. Istreblyat' Cheah

 

[[email protected]]

Any of you in michigan detroit or flint areas

On Mon, Dec 6, 2010 8:48 am, fwlrcj@... wrote:
Another cool one and it is a good way to practice is to a couple rows
back ( I use to do this on a public bus)    and astrally touch
someone on the back of their bare neck.  I got a lot of responses and
people would reach back and touch their neck and sometimes look
back. Don't be right behind them though so they think you are actually
physically touching them. 

In a message dated 12/6/2010 4:39:27 A.M. Eastern Standard Time,
sonnet52@... writes:

Thanks 4 encouraging me

On Sat, 04 Dec 2010 06:48 GMT the.tolaez wrote:

While I'm not as epic or cool as you I had a similar experience.

Once in church (I had experimented with psi before) I started making
this green energy thing (I wasn't doing it on purpose it was kind of
a compulsion). Anyways I might have made it (the thing made of psi
energy) reach out and touch this girl next to me. At the time we were
singing songs I think. She started coughing, and I mean, like really
coughing. Not like one of those coughs where you just cough and stop
after some coughs, it really was so embarassing because she kept
coughing and coughing. This other guy next to her actually patted her
on the back (I think), she thought it was me.

Finally she had to go outside but it's an interesting experience. Of
course it wasn't my intention to make her cough for anything and I
actually tried to retract the compulsive green thing. But whatever.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "rawriecheezball"
<rawriecheezball@... wrote:

This post is a message for the ones who feel spiritually-useless
because of their belief that they are magickally-unable.

Just because you're a beginner, doesn't mean you're powerless.
You have past lives, remember?

You are powerful. Remember that.

.......

As I mentioned before, I currently study in a Catholic School run
by Jesuits in the Philippines, a Spanish ex-colony. (THE WORST,
right?!)
We have school masses frequently.
Our most recent was today, 12 - 03 - 10.

I wanted to experiment my black magick abilities by causing chaos
in the mass.
I focused gray energy into the shape of an inverted cross in front
of me and affirmed "The mass is in utter chaos."
I couldn't close my eyes and get to a trance (since it would look
weird) - this made me believe at first that my effort would be futile.
Then, my seatmates pissed me off by forcing me to sing along to the
mass songs and emphasizing loudly on the jesus bullxiit.
I wanted to get mad, but, instead, I suddenly got the idea to focus
and program the destructive angry energy to further empower the
inverted cross energy form (I wouldn't call it a thoughtform).
AT FIRST, I saw no chance of chaos.
AND THEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
One of the 4-5 priests that were "celebrating" the mass went up to
the mic alone after everyone received communion for an announcement
(he was our school director).
Long story short, he announced the cancellation of classes next
Wednesday.
THE CROWD BURST INTO A LOUD ROAR!
UTTER CHAOS, BABY!

And to think I had to do it alone (2 of my schoolmate/fellow
Satanists were in China for a school project and the one Satanist
left with me is absolutely pathetic and just SHAMES the Gods... I
really wanna kill him).

.......

I'm technically a beginner since none of my chakras are open + I
only recently took the initial step to open my 3rd eye and have been
too lazy/stressed to open it further.

In the words of Lady GaGa: (to the GLBT, though)
"Just remember that you're a SUPERSTAR, and you were BORN THAT WAY!"

Our greatest enemy is our limitation.
Nothing else.

AVE LUX FER!
AVE BAAL ZEBUB!
AVE AZAZEL!
AVE ASTAROTH!
AVE THOTH!
AVE HORUS!

(I don't think Father would like us to call him "enemy". It's like
calling your human dad "enemy". Ever thought about that?)

Fame + Cigarettes + Enki
= H.P. B. Istreblyat' Cheah

 

[David1]

I am in Ann Arbor about 30 miles west of Detroit.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], rightnow567@... wrote:

Any of you in michigan detroit or flint areas
On Mon, Dec 6, 2010 8:48 am, fwlrcj@... wrote:
Another cool one and it is a good way to practice is to a couple rows
back ( I use to do this on a public bus)    and astrally touch
someone on the back of their bare neck.  I got a lot of responses and
people would reach back and touch their neck and sometimes look
back. Don't be right behind them though so they think you are actually
physically touching them. 

In a message dated 12/6/2010 4:39:27 A.M. Eastern Standard Time,
sonnet52@... writes:

Thanks 4 encouraging me

On Sat, 04 Dec 2010 06:48 GMT the.tolaez wrote:

While I'm not as epic or cool as you I had a similar experience.

Once in church (I had experimented with psi before) I started making
this green energy thing (I wasn't doing it on purpose it was kind of
a compulsion). Anyways I might have made it (the thing made of psi
energy) reach out and touch this girl next to me. At the time we were
singing songs I think. She started coughing, and I mean, like really
coughing. Not like one of those coughs where you just cough and stop
after some coughs, it really was so embarassing because she kept
coughing and coughing. This other guy next to her actually patted her
on the back (I think), she thought it was me.

Finally she had to go outside but it's an interesting experience. Of
course it wasn't my intention to make her cough for anything and I
actually tried to retract the compulsive green thing. But whatever.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "rawriecheezball"
<rawriecheezball@ wrote:

This post is a message for the ones who feel spiritually-useless
because of their belief that they are magickally-unable.

Just because you're a beginner, doesn't mean you're powerless.
You have past lives, remember?

You are powerful. Remember that.

.......

As I mentioned before, I currently study in a Catholic School run
by Jesuits in the Philippines, a Spanish ex-colony. (THE WORST,
right?!)
We have school masses frequently.
Our most recent was today, 12 - 03 - 10.

I wanted to experiment my black magick abilities by causing chaos
in the mass.
I focused gray energy into the shape of an inverted cross in front
of me and affirmed "The mass is in utter chaos."
I couldn't close my eyes and get to a trance (since it would look
weird) - this made me believe at first that my effort would be futile.
Then, my seatmates pissed me off by forcing me to sing along to the
mass songs and emphasizing loudly on the jesus bullxiit.
I wanted to get mad, but, instead, I suddenly got the idea to focus
and program the destructive angry energy to further empower the
inverted cross energy form (I wouldn't call it a thoughtform).
AT FIRST, I saw no chance of chaos.
AND THEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
One of the 4-5 priests that were "celebrating" the mass went up to
the mic alone after everyone received communion for an announcement
(he was our school director).
Long story short, he announced the cancellation of classes next
Wednesday.
THE CROWD BURST INTO A LOUD ROAR!
UTTER CHAOS, BABY!

And to think I had to do it alone (2 of my schoolmate/fellow
Satanists were in China for a school project and the one Satanist
left with me is absolutely pathetic and just SHAMES the Gods... I
really wanna kill him).

.......

I'm technically a beginner since none of my chakras are open + I
only recently took the initial step to open my 3rd eye and have been
too lazy/stressed to open it further.

In the words of Lady GaGa: (to the GLBT, though)
"Just remember that you're a SUPERSTAR, and you were BORN THAT WAY!"

Our greatest enemy is our limitation.
Nothing else.

AVE LUX FER!
AVE BAAL ZEBUB!
AVE AZAZEL!
AVE ASTAROTH!
AVE THOTH!
AVE HORUS!

(I don't think Father would like us to call him "enemy". It's like
calling your human dad "enemy". Ever thought about that?)

Fame + Cigarettes + Enki
= H.P. B. Istreblyat' Cheah

 

[DemonW]

Thanks for the inspiration.
666/88

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "rawriecheezball" <rawriecheezball@... wrote:

This post is a message for the ones who feel spiritually-useless because of their belief that they are magickally-unable.

Just because you're a beginner, doesn't mean you're powerless.
You have past lives, remember?

You are powerful. Remember that.

.......

As I mentioned before, I currently study in a Catholic School run by Jesuits in the Philippines, a Spanish ex-colony. (THE WORST, right?!)
We have school masses frequently.
Our most recent was today, 12 - 03 - 10.

I wanted to experiment my black magick abilities by causing chaos in the mass.
I focused gray energy into the shape of an inverted cross in front of me and affirmed "The mass is in utter chaos."
I couldn't close my eyes and get to a trance (since it would look weird) - this made me believe at first that my effort would be futile.
Then, my seatmates pissed me off by forcing me to sing along to the mass songs and emphasizing loudly on the jesus bullxiit.
I wanted to get mad, but, instead, I suddenly got the idea to focus and program the destructive angry energy to further empower the inverted cross energy form (I wouldn't call it a thoughtform).
AT FIRST, I saw no chance of chaos.
AND THEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
One of the 4-5 priests that were "celebrating" the mass went up to the mic alone after everyone received communion for an announcement (he was our school director).
Long story short, he announced the cancellation of classes next Wednesday.
THE CROWD BURST INTO A LOUD ROAR!
UTTER CHAOS, BABY!

And to think I had to do it alone (2 of my schoolmate/fellow Satanists were in China for a school project and the one Satanist left with me is absolutely pathetic and just SHAMES the Gods... I really wanna kill him).

.......

I'm technically a beginner since none of my chakras are open + I only recently took the initial step to open my 3rd eye and have been too lazy/stressed to open it further.

In the words of Lady GaGa: (to the GLBT, though)
"Just remember that you're a SUPERSTAR, and you were BORN THAT WAY!"

Our greatest enemy is our limitation.
Nothing else.

AVE LUX FER!
AVE BAAL ZEBUB!
AVE AZAZEL!
AVE ASTAROTH!
AVE THOTH!
AVE HORUS!

(I don't think Father would like us to call him "enemy". It's like calling your human dad "enemy". Ever thought about that?)

Fame + Cigarettes + Enki
= H.P. B. Istreblyat' Cheah

 

[HenryH]

Satan means Truth in Sanskrit and there is nothing wrong with calling him that. He is the enemy of the parasites known as kikes, but to us he stands for the ultimate Truth.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "rawriecheezball" <rawriecheezball@... wrote:

This post is a message for the ones who feel spiritually-useless because of their belief that they are magickally-unable.

Just because you're a beginner, doesn't mean you're powerless.
You have past lives, remember?

You are powerful. Remember that.

.......

As I mentioned before, I currently study in a Catholic School run by Jesuits in the Philippines, a Spanish ex-colony. (THE WORST, right?!)
We have school masses frequently.
Our most recent was today, 12 - 03 - 10.

I wanted to experiment my black magick abilities by causing chaos in the mass.
I focused gray energy into the shape of an inverted cross in front of me and affirmed "The mass is in utter chaos."
I couldn't close my eyes and get to a trance (since it would look weird) - this made me believe at first that my effort would be futile.
Then, my seatmates pissed me off by forcing me to sing along to the mass songs and emphasizing loudly on the jesus bullxiit.
I wanted to get mad, but, instead, I suddenly got the idea to focus and program the destructive angry energy to further empower the inverted cross energy form (I wouldn't call it a thoughtform).
AT FIRST, I saw no chance of chaos.
AND THEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
One of the 4-5 priests that were "celebrating" the mass went up to the mic alone after everyone received communion for an announcement (he was our school director).
Long story short, he announced the cancellation of classes next Wednesday.
THE CROWD BURST INTO A LOUD ROAR!
UTTER CHAOS, BABY!

And to think I had to do it alone (2 of my schoolmate/fellow Satanists were in China for a school project and the one Satanist left with me is absolutely pathetic and just SHAMES the Gods... I really wanna kill him).

.......

I'm technically a beginner since none of my chakras are open + I only recently took the initial step to open my 3rd eye and have been too lazy/stressed to open it further.

In the words of Lady GaGa: (to the GLBT, though)
"Just remember that you're a SUPERSTAR, and you were BORN THAT WAY!"

Our greatest enemy is our limitation.
Nothing else.

AVE LUX FER!
AVE BAAL ZEBUB!
AVE AZAZEL!
AVE ASTAROTH!
AVE THOTH!
AVE HORUS!

(I don't think Father would like us to call him "enemy". It's like calling your human dad "enemy". Ever thought about that?)

Fame + Cigarettes + Enki
= H.P. B. Istreblyat' Cheah