I performed the dedication ritual yesterday, but it was far from perfect because I couldn't cut my finger. I have anxiety, and just bringing the needle or lancet close to my finger causes me to panic. I tried anyway, but I couldn't even get a single drop of blood. During the ritual, I felt sad that I couldn't get any blood and felt like too much of a failure for the Gods to accept me.
After the ritual, I didn't feel anything different—no words in my mind, no strange animal behaviors, and I didn't notice anything unusual. The sky did clear up from cloudy to sunny, but I think that was just a coincidence. Even so, I'm still trying to cope with all of this.
Should I try the ritual again? Should I try it in the astral plane this time?