JaeSnow said:
I need some advice here. Please try to understand me. English is my second language. Is it normal that if you are meditating like doing sun square and vibrating runes(fehu-money working) you are getting angier each day? I have fire signs in my chart. Whenever I remember an enemy I immediately got irritated and it's like my hate already lasted for almost 3 months now. I cannot control my anger and it can last for a day. I'm also having some irrational fears and I'm an empath. I'm always trying to divert my attention but my anger is always messing around. Anger amd sensitivity are giving me a hard time
Your fire element is just too high now, that's all. The sun square emphasizes our sun which emphasizes our fire element. Fire rules over anger and wrath, if it's too high we become heated and irritable, easily angered and have a high temper. High fire can also manifest from low water and earth in being sensitive and overly passionate, thus being too emotional. You can visualize and engulf yourself in blue energy, vibrant and glistening like clean pure water. Let the blue energy wash over you and just relax and focus on yourself engulfed in it. Blue is of the water element and will help to quell your fire.
You can even directly breathe in this blue energy like you would with the foundation meditation. This will help you balance out so you won't be so angry with high fire. Blue will also help harmonize and bring inner peace to you, it's calming energy. Just work with blue energy for several minutes at least once every day and keep doing this daily until you feel 'cooled off' and yourself again.
Keep us updated on how you feel doing this.
