magus_7070
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Yesterday i tried something this meditation had been building inside me for a long time.I dunno why i tried it .Dunno what it will result in but will tell you all what has been happening.Also my strongest element is fire and the element which i am trying to raise to a powerful level is water.I DID NOT DO THE MED WITH THAT INTENTION
Sat facing the east lit 7 candles ( i did not have more) Yellow color(the color i light for AMON RA).Went into a trance.In the middle I had the sigils of FATHER,AMON RA,Set & Lord Nabu.In my trance saw the flames from all 7 candles become one huge flame above the water then i saw the flame go into the water It was burning on the water.The water looked alive.Then i saw myself pick up the glass of water and drink it.It tasted different like it had some energy like it was giving me some kind of power.I saw the water going into my body as it was doing so i felt it purifying me and burning me from the insides.After sometime i saw myself being engulfed in flame sand saw myself being burnt completely.Then like how a phoenix rises from its own ashes I saw myself becoming whole again.After some time(was yet in a light trance) I visualized all the flames become one above the glass lowered it into the glass but made sure that the flame did not go out. I drank the water real slowly.It tasted like it had some energy like it was alive .When i drank the entire glass instantly it hit me i am ageless(i am in my mid forties)Felt my physical age was 25 but mentally i am around a 1000 that confused me.One moment i felt ageless next felt physically 25 and mentally around a 1000.
Now ever since i did this i have got a headache i had got this when opening my crown chakra.Sometimes i get pressure on my 3rd eye.My ears heat up so does my entire face.I have been having the headache ever since i did it .It is not paining but more like someone squeezing it not the type i get where i take some medicine to get rid of it.Cannot explain it i hope you'll understand it sometimes i enjoy it(like a feeling of bliss) sometimes i get irritated hopefully tomorrow i will do it again.Can anyone explain why i got the feeling of agelessness and at the same time felt a definite age( physical 25 and mentally around a 1000) .No one told me to do this it was an idea playing in my head for a long time and something made me do it.Sorry to take up your time with this post.Thanx for reading it
HAIL EA/ENKIHAIL MARDUK/RAHAIL LORD NABUHAIL ANUBISHAIL AGARES
Yesterday i tried something this meditation had been building inside me for a long time.I dunno why i tried it .Dunno what it will result in but will tell you all what has been happening.Also my strongest element is fire and the element which i am trying to raise to a powerful level is water.I DID NOT DO THE MED WITH THAT INTENTION
Sat facing the east lit 7 candles ( i did not have more) Yellow color(the color i light for AMON RA).Went into a trance.In the middle I had the sigils of FATHER,AMON RA,Set & Lord Nabu.In my trance saw the flames from all 7 candles become one huge flame above the water then i saw the flame go into the water It was burning on the water.The water looked alive.Then i saw myself pick up the glass of water and drink it.It tasted different like it had some energy like it was giving me some kind of power.I saw the water going into my body as it was doing so i felt it purifying me and burning me from the insides.After sometime i saw myself being engulfed in flame sand saw myself being burnt completely.Then like how a phoenix rises from its own ashes I saw myself becoming whole again.After some time(was yet in a light trance) I visualized all the flames become one above the glass lowered it into the glass but made sure that the flame did not go out. I drank the water real slowly.It tasted like it had some energy like it was alive .When i drank the entire glass instantly it hit me i am ageless(i am in my mid forties)Felt my physical age was 25 but mentally i am around a 1000 that confused me.One moment i felt ageless next felt physically 25 and mentally around a 1000.
Now ever since i did this i have got a headache i had got this when opening my crown chakra.Sometimes i get pressure on my 3rd eye.My ears heat up so does my entire face.I have been having the headache ever since i did it .It is not paining but more like someone squeezing it not the type i get where i take some medicine to get rid of it.Cannot explain it i hope you'll understand it sometimes i enjoy it(like a feeling of bliss) sometimes i get irritated hopefully tomorrow i will do it again.Can anyone explain why i got the feeling of agelessness and at the same time felt a definite age( physical 25 and mentally around a 1000) .No one told me to do this it was an idea playing in my head for a long time and something made me do it.Sorry to take up your time with this post.Thanx for reading it
HAIL EA/ENKIHAIL MARDUK/RAHAIL LORD NABUHAIL ANUBISHAIL AGARES
