am i?

[Alice Parker]

I hate my family!!! They say that I must give myself to god! I feel sick near churches or anything close to god! My mother says that its just a teen thing but I know in my heart that satan is my real creator and that he really loves me. And he brought me my love of my life so that I would not be alone on my quest to be with the true father. Am I crazy?
HAIL SATAN!!!!

 

[Wesley]

No you are not crazy at all. As a matter of a fact I know what you are talking about. Last time I was in a xian church it was like a nightmare and I just played around with the energy being sucked out of the followers it was like being in death if you know what I mean. Don't feel alone our time is soon coming. Remember that and yeah I am sick of my parents too and all their drivel about god and christ and all that so I know what you mean.
Hail Satan

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Alice Parker <lovelessgirl48@... wrote:

I hate my family!!! They say that I must give myself to god! I feel sick near churches or anything close to god! My mother says that its just a teen thing but I know in my heart that satan is my real creator and that he really loves me. And he brought me my love of my life so that I would not be alone on my quest to be with the true father. Am I crazy?
HAIL SATAN!!!!

 

[Alice Parker]

Its a releif to know that someone know how I feel. Me and my baby bat are of gothic nature. I hate how my mother says your room looks like a graveyard. Is it possiable to have a gift of shadows? For I only feel happy and safe in the darkness.

On Thu Apr 29th, 2010 9:01 PM EDT Wesley wrote:

No you are not crazy at all. As a matter of a fact I know what you are talking about. Last time I was in a xian church it was like a nightmare and I just played around with the energy being sucked out of the followers it was like being in death if you know what I mean. Don't feel alone our time is soon coming. Remember that and yeah I am sick of my parents too and all their drivel about god and christ and all that so I know what you mean.
Hail Satan

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Alice Parker <lovelessgirl48@... wrote:

I hate my family!!! They say that I must give myself to god! I feel sick near churches or anything close to god! My mother says that its just a teen thing but I know in my heart that satan is my real creator and that he really loves me. And he brought me my love of my life so that I would not be alone on my quest to be with the true father. Am I crazy?
HAIL SATAN!!!!





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[Damien Blackheart]

Well Alice, seeing as how you're in an e-group full of SATANISTS, I would definitely venture to say that you're neither alone in your feelings or crazy for that matter. I think almost everyone in here has either gone through what you're describing or has felt the same way at some point in their life.

Most of my non-Satanic friends (as open-minded as they may be) still say that my room looks like a crypt. lol. My Altar takes up half my room. My entire room and everything in it is black and dark grey, and it constantly smells like Dragon's Blood.

I'm 32, and I don't see myself ever changing any of this, so no, it's not just a "teen" thing. If you know and believe in Satan, it doesn't matter what age you are, you're going to be moved to want to express your thanks and devotion.

xians and their vile churches disgust all of us.

Keep strong in the Father.


HAIL SATAN!

On Thu, Apr 29, 2010 at 7:09 PM, Alice Parker <lovelessgirl48@... wrote:

  I hate my family!!! They say that I must give myself to god! I feel sick near churches or anything close to god! My mother says that its just a teen thing but I know in my heart that satan is my real creator and that he really loves me. And he brought me my love of my life so that I would not be alone on my quest to be with the true father. Am I crazy?
HAIL SATAN!!!!

 

[Alice Parker]

It is great to know. And I shall for I am one of his many children, what can I do but devote myself to him? Thank you for your support, I wish I had a sibling like you! Oh wait we are in His eyes.
Hail satan!

On Fri Apr 30th, 2010 6:21 PM EDT Damien Blackheart wrote:

Well Alice, seeing as how you're in an e-group full of SATANISTS, I would
definitely venture to say that you're neither alone in your feelings or
crazy for that matter. I think almost everyone in here has either gone
through what you're describing or has felt the same way at some point in
their life.

Most of my non-Satanic friends (as open-minded as they may be) still say
that my room looks like a crypt. lol. My Altar takes up half my room. My
entire room and everything in it is black and dark grey, and it constantly
smells like Dragon's Blood.

I'm 32, and I don't see myself ever changing any of this, so no, it's not
just a "teen" thing. If you know and believe in Satan, it doesn't matter
what age you are, you're going to be moved to want to express your thanks
and devotion.

xians and their vile churches disgust all of us.

Keep strong in the Father.


HAIL SATAN!

On Thu, Apr 29, 2010 at 7:09 PM, Alice Parker <lovelessgirl48@...wrote:



I hate my family!!! They say that I must give myself to god! I feel sick
near churches or anything close to god! My mother says that its just a teen
thing but I know in my heart that satan is my real creator and that he
really loves me. And he brought me my love of my life so that I would not be
alone on my quest to be with the true father. Am I crazy?
HAIL SATAN!!!!

 

[Wesley]

There is nothing wrong with being gothic and loving the darkness these types of things with Satan we are all brothers/sisters. That is honestly what attracted me to it the most, I understand what it feels like not to be understood and to feel more secure in the darkness. Honestly one of the things I feel as a Satanist is good to do is to reach out to others who feel left out and alone like I did for being different when I was younger as well and say hey I know how it feels you are not alone and there are people who will accept you for who you are. Just not the Jews or Enemies of Satan! Hope this helps
Hail Satan

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Alice Parker <lovelessgirl48@... wrote:

It is great to know. And I shall for I am one of his many children, what can I do but devote myself to him? Thank you for your support, I wish I had a sibling like you! Oh wait we are in His eyes.
Hail satan!

On Fri Apr 30th, 2010 6:21 PM EDT Damien Blackheart wrote:

Well Alice, seeing as how you're in an e-group full of SATANISTS, I would
definitely venture to say that you're neither alone in your feelings or
crazy for that matter. I think almost everyone in here has either gone
through what you're describing or has felt the same way at some point in
their life.

Most of my non-Satanic friends (as open-minded as they may be) still say
that my room looks like a crypt. lol. My Altar takes up half my room. My
entire room and everything in it is black and dark grey, and it constantly
smells like Dragon's Blood.

I'm 32, and I don't see myself ever changing any of this, so no, it's not
just a "teen" thing. If you know and believe in Satan, it doesn't matter
what age you are, you're going to be moved to want to express your thanks
and devotion.

xians and their vile churches disgust all of us.

Keep strong in the Father.


HAIL SATAN!

On Thu, Apr 29, 2010 at 7:09 PM, Alice Parker <[email protected]:



I hate my family!!! They say that I must give myself to god! I feel sick
near churches or anything close to god! My mother says that its just a teen
thing but I know in my heart that satan is my real creator and that he
really loves me. And he brought me my love of my life so that I would not be
alone on my quest to be with the true father. Am I crazy?
HAIL SATAN!!!!