A warning? or is it a trick...

[Logan Derrick]

    I've never felt anything so compelling in my life.
its not like the usual urges known to me, and trust me i KNOW my urges...
I know more about myself than almost anyone knows about anything...after all im a virgo to the extreme, i analyze and detail every little aspect of my life and yet...i can't figure this one out...
 
    we have all felt the need for adventure... and thats all i thought it was... but i soon came to realize that this is no usual thing...
    its so compelling i can hardly sit in this chair and type... its a constant fight... and thats exactly what i need, a fight...
I NEED something to put me in mortal danger...
I need to RUN...far... i need open expanses in which i can hunt and fend for myself, where there is peace, and the only stress is the stress of finding food.
I have a great life... i dont know why i feel this way, and i have never been one for leaving something thats good for stupid reasons such as "i can't be confined"...
Do you think the Gods are warning me of something? are they trying to prepare me?
 
    Its really starting to freak me out...its been here for weeks and i can't get rid of the feeling...that i need to be prepared...that i need to be ready to fight for my life against things that arent human... that i need to be able to survive on my own without technology in the slightest....
 
    any idea's? comments? suggestions?
 
    Saith Shaitan...Hail Satan...Ave Satanas...!!!!!!!




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[goodemon2012]

well if you have been doing daily meditations then this could be a sign of your kundaliniy trying to rise up. there are a few articles on the jos site that talk about the kundaliny-you should read them just to be sure and check your symptoms. the articles are on this link.
http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... xpect.html

i hope that this helps.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Logan Derrick <tim_tim_logan@... wrote:

    I've never felt anything so compelling in my life.
its not like the usual urges known to me, and trust me i KNOW my urges...
I know more about myself than almost anyone knows about anything...after all im a virgo to the extreme, i analyze and detail every little aspect of my life and yet...i can't figure this one out...
 
    we have all felt the need for adventure... and thats all i thought it was... but i soon came to realize that this is no usual thing...
    its so compelling i can hardly sit in this chair and type... its a constant fight... and thats exactly what i need, a fight...
I NEED something to put me in mortal danger...
I need to RUN...far... i need open expanses in which i can hunt and fend for myself, where there is peace, and the only stress is the stress of finding food.
I have a great life... i dont know why i feel this way, and i have never been one for leaving something thats good for stupid reasons such as "i can't be confined"...
Do you think the Gods are warning me of something? are they trying to prepare me?
 
    Its really starting to freak me out...its been here for weeks and i can't get rid of the feeling...that i need to be prepared...that i need to be ready to fight for my life against things that arent human... that i need to be able to survive on my own without technology in the slightest....
 
    any idea's? comments? suggestions?
 
    Saith Shaitan...Hail Satan...Ave Satanas...!!!!!!!




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[Logan Derrick]

Thanks, but I've already risin the Kundalini... So i dont know what it could be. but thanks anyways.




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From: goodemon2012 <goodemon2012@...
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Thu, November 12, 2009 5:00:56 PM
Subject: [Advanced_Meditation] Re: A warning? or is it a trick...

 

well if you have been doing daily meditations then this could be a sign of your kundaliniy trying to rise up. there are a few articles on the jos site that talk about the kundaliny-you should read them just to be sure and check your symptoms. the articles are on this link.
http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... xpect.html

i hope that this helps.

--- In Advanced_Meditation @yahoogroups. com, Logan Derrick <tim_tim_logan@ ... wrote:

    I've never felt anything so compelling in my life.
its not like the usual urges known to me, and trust me i KNOW my urges...
I know more about myself than almost anyone knows about anything...after all im a virgo to the extreme, i analyze and detail every little aspect of my life and yet...i can't figure this one out...
 
    we have all felt the need for adventure... and thats all i thought it was... but i soon came to realize that this is no usual thing...
    its so compelling i can hardly sit in this chair and type... its a constant fight... and thats exactly what i need, a fight...
I NEED something to put me in mortal danger...
I need to RUN...far... i need open expanses in which i can hunt and fend for myself, where there is peace, and the only stress is the stress of finding food.
I have a great life... i dont know why i feel this way, and i have never been one for leaving something thats good for stupid reasons such as "i can't be confined"...
Do you think the Gods are warning me of something? are they trying to prepare me?
 
    Its really starting to freak me out...its been here for weeks and i can't get rid of the feeling...that i need to be prepared...that i need to be ready to fight for my life against things that arent human... that i need to be able to survive on my own without technology in the slightest... .
 
    any idea's? comments? suggestions?
 
    Saith Shaitan...Hail Satan...Ave Satanas...!! !!!!!




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