A small fear and a few questions.

[Kristjan Ojamets]

Hello , i just recently started following the way of Satanism , i have been meditating for days without any result. Since my old thread seemed to have died , i'll ask a few questions here and ask a few fears aswell.

1. Does Father Satan approve or a person with a good will? Whos intentions are good to most and especially those who do good for them?
Since this is a personality flaw i think , i even once at my old job had a completly random drunk person say to me my EXACT personality in 5 seconds without me knowing him and vice versa. He said i'm not supposed to be this good.

2. Regarding first time medications , everytime i notice something ( i meditate about a total of 2-3 hours a day )
First thing i noticed : a purple color appear and then contantly fading away and it was repeating. When i focused on it , it seemed like the purple color faded into something that looked like an Eye and then it closed and it repeated like i said.

3. One of my other meditation times it was the first time i think i managed to completly focus on the breath , but i started to feel extremly tired and random , completly random thoughts popped out and everytime i focused on the breath again , the thoughts changed again.
It was like i was dreaming multiple things at the same time. Is this progress?

4. Does it matter if i have always been meditating in the bathroom where it is 95% dark ? And which way should i notice more progress ( The keyword is Notice ) either eyes opened or closed?

Thank you for all the responses and this will be the first time i'm going to say it ,

Hail Satan!

 

[Naneel Darr]

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Kristjan Ojamets" <manraynor@... wrote:

Hello , i just recently started following the way of Satanism , i have been meditating for days without any result. Since my old thread seemed to have died , i'll ask a few questions here and ask a few fears aswell.

1. Does Father Satan approve or a person with a good will? Whos intentions are good to most and especially those who do good for them?
Since this is a personality flaw i think , i even once at my old job had a completly random drunk person say to me my EXACT personality in 5 seconds without me knowing him and vice versa. He said i'm not supposed to be this good.

2. Regarding first time medications , everytime i notice something ( i meditate about a total of 2-3 hours a day )
First thing i noticed : a purple color appear and then contantly fading away and it was repeating. When i focused on it , it seemed like the purple color faded into something that looked like an Eye and then it closed and it repeated like i said.

3. One of my other meditation times it was the first time i think i managed to completly focus on the breath , but i started to feel extremly tired and random , completly random thoughts popped out and everytime i focused on the breath again , the thoughts changed again.
It was like i was dreaming multiple things at the same time. Is this progress?

4. Does it matter if i have always been meditating in the bathroom where it is 95% dark ? And which way should i notice more progress ( The keyword is Notice ) either eyes opened or closed?

Thank you for all the responses and this will be the first time i'm going to say it ,

Hail Satan!

Your first question carries behind it a xian 'sermon'.This bullshit 'love everyone and be good with everyone,help all the people so god will save you and blah blah blah'.Satan does not expect You to be good with everyone.If someone is bothering You by any way You can destroy them.Being too kind is not that 'good' though.Satan is alright with Your personality as long as You are/remain a true Satanist.If You want to be kind or evil with other people,that's Your own business.

The purple color is the color of Your crown chakra.When You meditate on Your upper chakras You will notice in the dark space in front of Your closed eyes,colors like indigo/blue/purple etc.It' normal.

When breathing You aren't supposed to feel tired or pushing Yourself.Breathing is to relax the nervous system.Try doing void meditation first and if the breathing makes You push Yourself to do it,decrease the amount of the inhale/exhale seconds.

You can meditate anywhere You like.I meditate anywhere and i prefer darkness.Some meditations are better done with Your eyes closed but when You advance, it will be pretty much the same thing if You keep Yous eyes open.

-Naneel Darr

In Satan's Almighty name ,

HAIL SATAN!!
HAIL MOTHER ASTAROTH!!


www.joyofsatan.org
www.666blacksun.org

 

[Crypsis]

Just to make a correction...
The crown Chakra is pink And the third eye is purple.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Naneel Darr" <maria_vesta11@... wrote:



--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Kristjan Ojamets" <manraynor@ wrote:

Hello , i just recently started following the way of Satanism , i have been meditating for days without any result. Since my old thread seemed to have died , i'll ask a few questions here and ask a few fears aswell.

1. Does Father Satan approve or a person with a good will? Whos intentions are good to most and especially those who do good for them?
Since this is a personality flaw i think , i even once at my old job had a completly random drunk person say to me my EXACT personality in 5 seconds without me knowing him and vice versa. He said i'm not supposed to be this good.

2. Regarding first time medications , everytime i notice something ( i meditate about a total of 2-3 hours a day )
First thing i noticed : a purple color appear and then contantly fading away and it was repeating. When i focused on it , it seemed like the purple color faded into something that looked like an Eye and then it closed and it repeated like i said.

3. One of my other meditation times it was the first time i think i managed to completly focus on the breath , but i started to feel extremly tired and random , completly random thoughts popped out and everytime i focused on the breath again , the thoughts changed again.
It was like i was dreaming multiple things at the same time. Is this progress?

4. Does it matter if i have always been meditating in the bathroom where it is 95% dark ? And which way should i notice more progress ( The keyword is Notice ) either eyes opened or closed?

Thank you for all the responses and this will be the first time i'm going to say it ,

Hail Satan!

Your first question carries behind it a xian 'sermon'.This bullshit 'love everyone and be good with everyone,help all the people so god will save you and blah blah blah'.Satan does not expect You to be good with everyone.If someone is bothering You by any way You can destroy them.Being too kind is not that 'good' though.Satan is alright with Your personality as long as You are/remain a true Satanist.If You want to be kind or evil with other people,that's Your own business.

The purple color is the color of Your crown chakra.When You meditate on Your upper chakras You will notice in the dark space in front of Your closed eyes,colors like indigo/blue/purple etc.It' normal.

When breathing You aren't supposed to feel tired or pushing Yourself.Breathing is to relax the nervous system.Try doing void meditation first and if the breathing makes You push Yourself to do it,decrease the amount of the inhale/exhale seconds.

You can meditate anywhere You like.I meditate anywhere and i prefer darkness.Some meditations are better done with Your eyes closed but when You advance, it will be pretty much the same thing if You keep Yous eyes open.

-Naneel Darr

In Satan's Almighty name ,

HAIL SATAN!!
HAIL MOTHER ASTAROTH!!


www.joyofsatan.org
www.666blacksun.org