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Since childhood I have been a lonely person, a simple family with many problems was what i had in home, but I never felt completeness among those of my blood, even though at a young age I forced myself to adapt to what I could achieve where I was, as I grew up and observed people and relationships, I developed an envious critical sense about having too little and a silencing critical sense about having too much, between people I observed possessing what I couldn't even imagine and aspired to meet, to people living in horrible poverty that brought me to the harsh reality of many and to a direct sense of thanks for what I had, but I always lived with that hole, for years I tried to fill it with people, exaggerations, therapies, and various situations, cushioned but not healed I went on, fortunately, I met the Gods very young, in my mid-teens, when I went headlong into commitment I was young and scared, but the desperation for belonging and something inside me moving me was much stronger than any childish fear, with my years of faith, I had ups and downs in learning and readapting to a new world, but something I noticed that made all the difference was the fact that the Gods were what I had always thought the word family meant, not the family that asked for too much or the one that neglected to bond with me, but a real family, not like those in movies or fictional stories that shower you with treats and bring you to the heights of your dreamy expectations, but also not like a family in horror stories that discredits how human you are, a family that was always there, that brought healing when I needed it, that was silent but present, that I could feel, the security of never being alone, to being truly protected, and of being safe in company, something that nothing in life gave me and that I never expected to receive, thanks to the Gods, and focusing mainly on, Father Zeus, Goddess Lilith, and my Guardian Demon who a love with my entire soul, I learned what it was to be truly human, what it was to have value as an existence and what the word family really meant, today among brothers and sisters here and more suitable humans outside I learn this in the flesh, but I will never forget what it was and is to feel this on a Divine level, my eternal thanks and love to the Gods for giving me what I never saw myself receiving and for many years didn't know existed.

HAIL ZEUS!
HAIL OUR GODS!
 
Since childhood I have been a lonely person, a simple family with many problems was what i had in home, but I never felt completeness among those of my blood, even though at a young age I forced myself to adapt to what I could achieve where I was, as I grew up and observed people and relationships, I developed an envious critical sense about having too little and a silencing critical sense about having too much, between people I observed possessing what I couldn't even imagine and aspired to meet, to people living in horrible poverty that brought me to the harsh reality of many and to a direct sense of thanks for what I had, but I always lived with that hole, for years I tried to fill it with people, exaggerations, therapies, and various situations, cushioned but not healed I went on, fortunately, I met the Gods very young, in my mid-teens, when I went headlong into commitment I was young and scared, but the desperation for belonging and something inside me moving me was much stronger than any childish fear, with my years of faith, I had ups and downs in learning and readapting to a new world, but something I noticed that made all the difference was the fact that the Gods were what I had always thought the word family meant, not the family that asked for too much or the one that neglected to bond with me, but a real family, not like those in movies or fictional stories that shower you with treats and bring you to the heights of your dreamy expectations, but also not like a family in horror stories that discredits how human you are, a family that was always there, that brought healing when I needed it, that was silent but present, that I could feel, the security of never being alone, to being truly protected, and of being safe in company, something that nothing in life gave me and that I never expected to receive, thanks to the Gods, and focusing mainly on, Father Zeus, Goddess Lilith, and my Guardian Demon who a love with my entire soul, I learned what it was to be truly human, what it was to have value as an existence and what the word family really meant, today among brothers and sisters here and more suitable humans outside I learn this in the flesh, but I will never forget what it was and is to feel this on a Divine level, my eternal thanks and love to the Gods for giving me what I never saw myself receiving and for many years didn't know existed.

HAIL ZEUS!
HAIL OUR GODS!

temple of zeus can really change Lives. Glad you felt so🥰. In general, being close to the gods can represent something very special. We are not simple people, we are children of the gods. Don't worry about loneliness, we have our particularities, which can bring us to be more complex and not comprehended by other People
 
Since childhood I have been a lonely person, a simple family with many problems was what i had in home, but I never felt completeness among those of my blood, even though at a young age I forced myself to adapt to what I could achieve where I was, as I grew up and observed people and relationships, I developed an envious critical sense about having too little and a silencing critical sense about having too much, between people I observed possessing what I couldn't even imagine and aspired to meet, to people living in horrible poverty that brought me to the harsh reality of many and to a direct sense of thanks for what I had, but I always lived with that hole, for years I tried to fill it with people, exaggerations, therapies, and various situations, cushioned but not healed I went on, fortunately, I met the Gods very young, in my mid-teens, when I went headlong into commitment I was young and scared, but the desperation for belonging and something inside me moving me was much stronger than any childish fear, with my years of faith, I had ups and downs in learning and readapting to a new world, but something I noticed that made all the difference was the fact that the Gods were what I had always thought the word family meant, not the family that asked for too much or the one that neglected to bond with me, but a real family, not like those in movies or fictional stories that shower you with treats and bring you to the heights of your dreamy expectations, but also not like a family in horror stories that discredits how human you are, a family that was always there, that brought healing when I needed it, that was silent but present, that I could feel, the security of never being alone, to being truly protected, and of being safe in company, something that nothing in life gave me and that I never expected to receive, thanks to the Gods, and focusing mainly on, Father Zeus, Goddess Lilith, and my Guardian Demon who a love with my entire soul, I learned what it was to be truly human, what it was to have value as an existence and what the word family really meant, today among brothers and sisters here and more suitable humans outside I learn this in the flesh, but I will never forget what it was and is to feel this on a Divine level, my eternal thanks and love to the Gods for giving me what I never saw myself receiving and for many years didn't know existed.

HAIL ZEUS!
HAIL OUR GODS!
Hail ZEUS!!!
 

Al Jilwah: Chapter IV

"It is my desire that all my followers unite in a bond of unity, lest those who are without prevail against them." - Shaitan

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