A Recent Encounter

[ptalanski]

First day in this e-group, even though I'm not exactly new to Satanism, and I got to say, what a day. I'm now in a euphoric state, even though it's starting to wear off. I told one of my friends and he asked if I was high, I proudly told him no, but I didn't tell him the real reason behind it. I had an out of body experience, and met Father Satan himself. I tried to summon Thoth, and almost immediately started hallucinating, there were weird-ass symbols everywhere, I think I even saw his sigil a couple times. Two entities, who I assumed were Thoth and Seshat, as I've had some encounters with them before, and they looked identical, appeared. The thing is though, they weren't the people I asked for, I didn't know until I saw their eyes turn pitch black (Thoth has light blue eyes, and Seshat has dark green, at least when they appear to me). It was then that my energy was drained, I started to lose my balance, and felt like I had just ran a marathon, and those things showed their true forms. They were grey, but didn't look like the Greys you guys have described, the didn't look even remotely humanoid, they looked... horrible. I almost shit myself, seriously, those things were terrifying, beyond what I can describe. They started coming towards me, and I screamed for Thoth, or Satan, or somebody to help me. It was then that a spear came out of nowhere and nailed one of them in the head, or at least what I think was it's head, and saw Thoth standing down the hall wearing a... tank top out of all things (he's quite muscular), and blue jeans, not that I haven't seen him like that before, but it's rather unusual. He looked at me with a quiver of javelins in one of his hands and said "Throwing strikes", in reference to bowling I believe. It was then that I think I blacked out, and then I was with Father Satan himself, in a room that I just somehow knew was outside of this reality. He said I needed to be more careful who I try to summon, as "they" (the enemy) can masquerade as some of your closest friends, and that's how most of them get a foothold on you, and to look for anything unusual about the entity you're summoning, such as eye color in this case. He also said to call if I needed anything, and with that I woke up. That was about an hour and a half ago, and I still feel amazing. Thank you Lord Thoth and Father Satan for saving my ass!!! Also, I don't know if this is unusual, but it appears my third eye kind of stays open, as in, I can see what happens on the spiritual plane, without ever having to stop seeing the physical one, it's weird, I have hallucinations quite often, but the thing is, through personal experience I can tell you they're very real, and not just images, that's often how I see Thoth and other demons, hell, I've even seen a few ghosts in places that were "haunted". Is this considered normal by you guys? From what I've heard, shit like the above seems to happen to y'all just about every day. Sorry for making the message so long, but I just can't keep such an experience to myself. I came face to face with Father Satan, and it was incredible, what I'm feeling is beyond description, as "euphoria" is only scratching the surface. I just wanted everyone to know how glad I am that I can count on Satan and the demons to help me in my time of need. Also, I saw Phenex flying above me when I woke up, he even came with a bald eagle, which is strange cause I just tried to summon him today, then gave up and tried to summon Thoth. Anyway, again, I just want to say thank you Father Satan!!!!!! Without the JOS I never would've known the truth about Father Satan, and I'm sure my ass would've been toast.
P.S. I know, I probably seem hysterical or delusional, the whole thing sounds batshit crazy, even from my point of view, but I know what I saw, except for those Greys, I don't know wtf they were, I've never seen them before either, but damn are they powerful. So please, don't tell me to see a psychologist, that shit was as real as you and me, and seeing those Greys probably did some mental damage too, I mean... damn, I don't get scared easily, but I nearly had a bowel movement.
Much love from your brother in the Left Hand Path!
HAIL SATAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!