so last night was my first full moon and one night that was far different then ever before. I did a trance and spoke with my GD for abit and it drained me so I went to bed. well I woke up and when I was in my semi sleep trance I ended up doing lessons with my GD about energy manipulation and then we got interrupted by our Father Satan. White rob blonde hair. My GD and Father spoke and then eventually left. well 2 1/2 hours later I was finally on the verge of sleep. I was just about to black out into sleep on the cusp of half wake and half sleep trance when I got a electrifying sensation like from a finger on my arm. Without warning I gasped and next thing I knew I was back in the same room where I was practicing with my GD earlier.
Father told me we didn't have much time and he told me he was proud of my progress and to keep going and I got to hug him. So soft :3 his hugs are like clouds filled with love. Next thing I knew I was back awake and out of my half sleep half way trance, the finger sensation and electricity was gone and my entire body in a matter of a physical world minute had become super heated, filled with energy and I was sweating lots and catching my breath. Ive been up since, It was my first real experience with our lord and all I can say is It is a night to remember!! it was so worth everything and so wonderful.
Father told me we didn't have much time and he told me he was proud of my progress and to keep going and I got to hug him. So soft :3 his hugs are like clouds filled with love. Next thing I knew I was back awake and out of my half sleep half way trance, the finger sensation and electricity was gone and my entire body in a matter of a physical world minute had become super heated, filled with energy and I was sweating lots and catching my breath. Ive been up since, It was my first real experience with our lord and all I can say is It is a night to remember!! it was so worth everything and so wonderful.
