Why do you feel awful about this? You must use this knowledge to better yourself. Now that you know which areas of your life may be lacking, you can use this information to work on those areas. We are not helpless. Imagine if you did not have the knowledge of astrology, would it make you feel better not knowing which negative aspects you have in your chart?
The whole reason it is good to know if you have negative aspects in your chart is because, as followers of the Gods, we have the power to change this for the better and work on our strengths and weaknesses, so we are not at the mercy of fate and the planetary energies in our charts. Do not be discouraged, use the knowledge you have been given to make positive changes and improve your fate!
