Other #77952 Dissipating the soul

[AskSatanOperator]

It happens very often, that I think that life doesn't deserve to be lived, and that I'd like my consciousness to be dissipated.
It's quite a stoic thought in my mind, and it seems to be quite logical, in my view of me and life. I think it does not deserve to be lived. I understand those who chose to live it, but in my case, honestly, I don't think of it as a logically efficient thing to do.
It's about laziness. In some way. I understand it. But still, even working hard, I don't feel like a result deserves the pain, because life is always an endless cycle of still the same things. And nothing, nothing at all is genuine in life, all has its perfect system of reasons. Even the love of others. All is so mathematically precise, to infinitesimals, that escapes our control, leading to our ignorance, and to a force that to us is just fortuity.
Improvement needs to be acquired in all the realm of things, for a really meaningful life. And we are literally 8 Billions. An individual, what does it mean? Even if that individual manages to make history.
Honestly, I'd like to dissipate my consciousness and find rest from all this.
Is that a specific reason why I would feel like that? Is there something to add to what I said? Is it illogical?
I'd like to think further about it.

 

[Recycler1337]

Please - meditation of emptiness will help you.You will find peace.What you say means NOTHING. Nothing is not emptiness, not blackness, not peace - it is NOTHING.

 

[Disciple of the Serpent]

It happens very often, that I think that life doesn't deserve to be lived, and that I'd like my consciousness to be dissipated.
It's quite a stoic thought in my mind, and it seems to be quite logical, in my view of me and life. I think it does not deserve to be lived. I understand those who chose to live it, but in my case, honestly, I don't think of it as a logically efficient thing to do.
It's about laziness. In some way. I understand it. But still, even working hard, I don't feel like a result deserves the pain, because life is always an endless cycle of still the same things. And nothing, nothing at all is genuine in life, all has its perfect system of reasons. Even the love of others. All is so mathematically precise, to infinitesimals, that escapes our control, leading to our ignorance, and to a force that to us is just fortuity.
Improvement needs to be acquired in all the realm of things, for a really meaningful life. And we are literally 8 Billions. An individual, what does it mean? Even if that individual manages to make history.
Honestly, I'd like to dissipate my consciousness and find rest from all this.
Is that a specific reason why I would feel like that? Is there something to add to what I said? Is it illogical?
I'd like to think further about it.

These are the lies from the enemy matrix that aim to destroy people, also with corrupted visions of what life is, briefly the corruption of the present world.

But after these are eliminated and corrected, and you are allineated with the Gods, you will see true wonders, and you will unlock real life.

About the 8 billion people thing, 1 fingernail of a Zevist is worth more than 10 billion slaves. This is because a Zevist has the potential to be a God and he is on the Path for it, while a slave is just a slave and that's it.

So be strong Brother, you have a Family here and between the Gods, you are on the Path of Zeus, and on your way to deteach from corruption.

 

[Epiphany]

It happens very often, that I think that life doesn't deserve to be lived, and that I'd like my consciousness to be dissipated.
It's quite a stoic thought in my mind, and it seems to be quite logical, in my view of me and life. I think it does not deserve to be lived. I understand those who chose to live it, but in my case, honestly, I don't think of it as a logically efficient thing to do.
It's about laziness. In some way. I understand it. But still, even working hard, I don't feel like a result deserves the pain, because life is always an endless cycle of still the same things. And nothing, nothing at all is genuine in life, all has its perfect system of reasons. Even the love of others. All is so mathematically precise, to infinitesimals, that escapes our control, leading to our ignorance, and to a force that to us is just fortuity.
Improvement needs to be acquired in all the realm of things, for a really meaningful life. And we are literally 8 Billions. An individual, what does it mean? Even if that individual manages to make history.
Honestly, I'd like to dissipate my consciousness and find rest from all this.
Is that a specific reason why I would feel like that? Is there something to add to what I said? Is it illogical?
I'd like to think further about it.

I don't have advice or an explanation to give but hopefully you will find comfort when I say that you're not alone.