AskSatanOperator
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Greetings everyone,
I am under 18 and can't donate to HoO and reach Advanced Purification as I am not economically free.
Because of that, I am doing the "Deep Cleaning" from HPS Lydia to purify my soul. I vibrate Visuddhi 7, 14 or 28 times on each chakra and my aura, it depends on my time. Then I do Returning Curses-1.
I used to do cleaning only vibrating Visuddhi or Suryae while imagining white/white-gold light on my soul but then I started this working to get things a step further.
I felt normal while doing only Visuddhi or Suryae but this drawing out method made me too tired. Especially when I did it for the first time, I had to rest and sleep for a long time. HPS Lydia had also said that she was advised to rest well but I feel really tired, can't even explain.
I try raise enough energy but still feel too tired. I have to study a lot but can't do as I can't get out of my bed. If I get out of my bed, I still can't do it because I feel like my brain stopped working and understand nothing.
My problem isn't about vibration. I can vibrate Visuddhi lots of time on my each chakra without getting tired but what makes me tired is that drawing out method.
What should I do now? Every comment will be appreciated, thank you.
I am under 18 and can't donate to HoO and reach Advanced Purification as I am not economically free.
Because of that, I am doing the "Deep Cleaning" from HPS Lydia to purify my soul. I vibrate Visuddhi 7, 14 or 28 times on each chakra and my aura, it depends on my time. Then I do Returning Curses-1.
I used to do cleaning only vibrating Visuddhi or Suryae while imagining white/white-gold light on my soul but then I started this working to get things a step further.
I felt normal while doing only Visuddhi or Suryae but this drawing out method made me too tired. Especially when I did it for the first time, I had to rest and sleep for a long time. HPS Lydia had also said that she was advised to rest well but I feel really tired, can't even explain.
I try raise enough energy but still feel too tired. I have to study a lot but can't do as I can't get out of my bed. If I get out of my bed, I still can't do it because I feel like my brain stopped working and understand nothing.
My problem isn't about vibration. I can vibrate Visuddhi lots of time on my each chakra without getting tired but what makes me tired is that drawing out method.
What should I do now? Every comment will be appreciated, thank you.
