I have so much trauma and certain planetary positions that make the situation worse that I can't live a good life.
I honestly don't know what to fix, I've done work to help with certain mental issues and it really helped but I realized that my problem is so big that it has become a rolled up ball that I don't know how to start unrolling
I have so much trauma and certain planetary positions that make the situation worse that I can't live a good life.
I honestly don't know what to fix, I've done work to help with certain mental issues and it really helped but I realized that my problem is so big that it has become a rolled up ball that I don't know how to start unrolling
I completely understand you. Since my childhood, I have been through very complicated situations that occasionally came to light, either to put an end to them definitively or due to some difficult astrological transit. I hope you are already familiar with Munka and the liberation of the soul for sufficient periods to dissolve these karmas. Other alternatives I can give you are the return of curses 1 and 2 (preferably starting on a waxing moon) and constant work on the chakras (cleansing with mantras, strengthening with runes, and daily rotation), as this work helps to burn the seed of unmanifested karma in each of your chakras, in addition to strengthening your spiritual vision of your real condition and contact with the Gods. Work with our Father Zeus/Lucifer to help you have a clearer vision of things and for his light to illuminate your interior. I would also recommend working with Hecate, the lady of the portals, the one who descends to the underworld, to help you illuminate all the unrevealed aspects that bind you to this cycle. It was of utmost importance to me in working with my old traumas. In addition to meditation on emptiness and breathing exercises, which are fundamental to controlling our thoughts and emotions. Don't give up on yourself, no matter how difficult it may seem. The Gods are always with you, especially in times of pain.