4 Serious issues ! That's screwing my head up

[lord_satan_hail]

Hello every one !
As I'm from Muslim background I got some issues !
1. I ev to use words like " insh'allah maasha'allah , and other holly words , that's considered importat to use if ur Muslim to add up Allah's( Muslim god) blessing " I try to avoid them but my people are putting emphasis on it " so I m still using them though I'm a satanist ! I dint mind using them b4 when I was an atheist , but now my situation is different !

2. Sometimes without realizing i say words like " Allah Allah , other Islamic prayers come out of my mind Even though Im trying my best to control it ,when this happens I feel bad ! Will father be angry with me?


3. I pretend that I offer prayer on regular basis so my people will not get any clue about my religious activity ! Otherwise ill be in real big trouble ! And when I pretend I just act , yet I don't utter a single word of prayer ! I wonder if Father satan will be upset with me ? I just do this to keep myself safe !

4 (REAL SERIOUS AND BIGGEST ISSUE ) Well as everyone knows Islam is anti satan religion ! It has been embaded in us that "SATAN- SHATAN" is wrong and bad , even it's mention in the holy book of Muslim and before starting any thing any work or even in the morning , when we wake up we been told go recite " a'ozo billah-e minash shayatan niragee " to seem sacety from satan .Muslim people call those "shatan" he who does wrong ! MY PROBLEM IS BECAUSE OF SUCH BACKGROUND I FIND IT DIFFICULT TO CALL FATHER BY THE NAME OF SATAN AS I LOVE HIM AND HAVE GREAT RESPECT FOR HIM IN MY HEART , he is god , so I FEEL MORE COMFORTABLE CALLING HIM INKI OR LUCIFER ! What shall I do ?
Please help n guide me

 

[the_fire_starter666]

1. Al Lah, If I'm not mistaken means "the God" in Arabic. You should say that referring to Satan as your God. Of course you say "allah" and you imply Satan, as Satan IS the True God. In Pre-muslim Arabian Paganism, the Moon God Habil was called "Allah" and had several Goddesses as daughters, like the one called Al-Uzza. The mudslimes twisted that and attributed it to the fictitious jewish god. They also stole the lunar symbolism and attributed it to the fictitious jewish god. So you can see the word Allah predates islam.

It's no different than those who live in xian countries and we say to xians "I believe in God" and "God loves me" and by these we imply Satan and not the xian fictitious thing which is not even a god.

2. Same as above, and Satan does understand what you mean. It's insulting to Satan to worry about it because it's as if you think he's stupid and doesn't really know what you really mean.

3. I answered that in another group where you asked it before, I'm copypasting it:

You should understand that Satan is not a bad name by itself. It's just that the
enemy has twisted. It's important that you deprogram yourself of any fears that
have to do with it. It takes time but it's worth it. Satan is a positive word as
it comes from Sanskrit, it means "Eternal Truth". I recommend calling Him Satan
until you're fully deprogrammed and you don't feel bad, and after you're fully
deprogrammed you can choose to call Him whatever you like. But simply avoiding
that name because you have hang-ups it's going to make it much worse.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "lord_satan_hail" <sack.out123@... wrote:

Hello every one !
As I'm from Muslim background I got some issues !
1. I ev to use words like " insh'allah maasha'allah , and other holly words , that's considered importat to use if ur Muslim to add up Allah's( Muslim god) blessing " I try to avoid them but my people are putting emphasis on it " so I m still using them though I'm a satanist ! I dint mind using them b4 when I was an atheist , but now my situation is different !

2. Sometimes without realizing i say words like " Allah Allah , other Islamic prayers come out of my mind Even though Im trying my best to control it ,when this happens I feel bad ! Will father be angry with me?


3. I pretend that I offer prayer on regular basis so my people will not get any clue about my religious activity ! Otherwise ill be in real big trouble ! And when I pretend I just act , yet I don't utter a single word of prayer ! I wonder if Father satan will be upset with me ? I just do this to keep myself safe !

4 (REAL SERIOUS AND BIGGEST ISSUE ) Well as everyone knows Islam is anti satan religion ! It has been embaded in us that "SATAN- SHATAN" is wrong and bad , even it's mention in the holy book of Muslim and before starting any thing any work or even in the morning , when we wake up we been told go recite " a'ozo billah-e minash shayatan niragee " to seem sacety from satan .Muslim people call those "shatan" he who does wrong ! MY PROBLEM IS BECAUSE OF SUCH BACKGROUND I FIND IT DIFFICULT TO CALL FATHER BY THE NAME OF SATAN AS I LOVE HIM AND HAVE GREAT RESPECT FOR HIM IN MY HEART , he is god , so I FEEL MORE COMFORTABLE CALLING HIM INKI OR LUCIFER ! What shall I do ?
Please help n guide me