Thank you This is one of all natural instincts I don't have, when things go sideways I just.....absolve..like in a second Is this natural,how can I be normally angry or gain other masculine natural instincts Apologies for going out of topic

This is very helpful,struggled a lot with Communication until I developed anxiety disorders. Obviously isolation was a the solution presence. self talk or as I liked to call it "internal dialogue" brought me here which brought great spiritual insights however articulating these benefit's is...

I am still trying to understand the transition on a deeper personal level however what Is observable is that we now appear more acceptable to the general public than when we were Jos

I have as well reverted back a bit after making consistent comparison's with people outside of toz. multiple posts have been made on how to be a better person. These posts showed people out there as normal and my "drives" to be here as abnormal Even structuring life around toz seemed abnormal...

No she's not,it took me some tym to realize this is normal for most people and it's not a bad thing so it's not a problem

The President of my country, Zimbabwe,has been involved in genocides,money laundering,robbing the country of billions of dollars yet his still viciously powerful It brings me chills to think the closest person to All gods HPHC being under attack and in need.it shatters my conception of the...

It is painful indeed.i used to think as a teen that jos made me important because I understood it .i was called intelligent becoz of jos by those with power.but as I grow older until now I realize anyone that has wealth,riches,political power and beautiful women are all powerful even without...

This documents were everything to me as I couldn't get internet access all the time however is the collection of 2022 til now available yet I lost some of the article's on my old phone.I used to save them as offline pages so if anyone has these collections especially up until now please send...

May I ask why is it that normal workings of other stuff such as wealth I take years doing it over and over again whilst for curses am not supposed to get overboard with the time period I do it

Would really doing a ritual to the greatest female Goddesses help men and mostly young men into properly healing?? I hv had discussions with guys from "the streets" and a lot are in pain and hate. I do not think it's a good idea going to her with such hate and resentment in heart,is it not...

These are all good responses however purpose also determines the type of curse Would thurizas isa hagalaz help to cause consistent miss calculations and total disillusionment in the person's life coupled by inability to have kids If so how is it structured like how can I direct these energies...

Yes your right but I did not say I didn't engage with her I did.I hv had multiple relationships after her but all were not of meaning so we mutually parted ways I hv had girlfriends and I understand it's easy to move from 1 person to another but my pains were in realizing that being noble...

Initially after 12 years in jos/toz I never wanted to post because I believe I could cause noise for something I could easily find here through intense research but now as of February I could not find a proper solution so please forgive my long thread which I shorten as possible I was different...

HHo How can I love myself.how can I be normal in a relationship and focus on my personal happiness instead of the happiness of those I fall for

This is a great article however I believe the destiny for most of us is great here.i had a near 2 years of coming out of a deep suicidal depression coupled by other mental and emotional issues and what brought me to stand properly and proudly was understanding our purpose and mission which in...

Your progress is traceable.Am truly happy for you. May blessings keep flowing for you hopefully on all of us

I was once like this from my teens unfortunately it fucked me up and I had anxiety attack's manifestation on my body wasnt pleasant but I kinda grew up from it.be careful coz you can be harmed by this if moderation is not practiced.you can be even used by those without, i hv been used but...

Thank you again,for the words,you mentioned David goggins and a lot of thoughts came up from the few pages,firstly I hv always wanted to represent the characteristics of a hermit from a young age,I see a thoughtful figure like the God's as my aim,I am also loving and that I hv modeled my self to...

Thank you,every bit of this information is useful to me.i cannot drop my problems here but I can simply say it's painful especially this part of life more than any,i hv been waiting for the sermon on those males with water signs.on how to deal with relationship.being 23 years the only word I hv...