Yes,there is no way to forget this.I just wait for the day when justice will come.I`ve made some things to speed up this justice and when that time comes I will be free. Meditations really help.They are tool for almoust everything. --- In [email protected]...

I could never forgive him for what he has done to me.And I will never forgive. When I think about my childhood,I was a very good child.I had so much love for everyone...Maybe I would end up like some stupid christian.Maybe I needed this?To grow up knowing not all the people are...

I could get over it if I dont live with him anymore.Only two more years and im moving never to come back again.My mother stays.She is orthodox xtain.She could divorce,but her friend,priest, told here to stay with her husband.She was psihicaly molested,beaten up many times and the sorry...

My problem is that I have this pain still inside me,and its always here.Lets say that I dont trust people,Im very explosive when someone threats me in any way and I have no respect for people that have weaknesess. I am very strong,I would probably kill myself if I were weak. I rely on...

I`ve had a terrible childhood.My father was and still is alchoholic.Some things I dont really remember but they are still hunting me.I would like to end this and heal myself from this,but I dont know how.I tried to revenge and Ive done some black magice,but It isnt enough.The wound is...

plese join me at http://groups.yahoo.com/group/demonic_realm/ and let us share our knowledge and do something for our people.Many dont know english and they need us. HAIL SATAN

I was so angry when I was reading this.Why this people dont leave us alone.Today I`ve felt this energy so I packed it in a small ball and filled it with all my anger and all bad energy from the people around me-this ball was bigg-and Ive send it back to those who send it.I am living in...

As I was reading this message I realised the message both Demons and Lucifer told me. Hard work,this is what they want from me.Even when I was new to this all,when I firs met my 1 GD Zagan,he told me that he has some work for me to do that is yet to come.Time is now and Im doing my best...

had long talk about the Moon,but I dont remember what we talked about.After this some strange little creatures appeared and started "dancing" in my room.I remembere just that they were "worshiping the Moon".This is strange,I dont really see the point,but maybe someone could help me? it...

Thank you for your help.Im still working on my voice very hard as I always want to lead everything to perfection.Here in Croatia is really hard to make anything different.But I wont give up!If I must travel the world to get a chance,Ill do it.I speak croatian,german,english and Im...

When I told my boyfriend that I was satanist,he laugh.This is where I lost my love nad admiration for him.Now Im in relationship that lasts for 2 and half years and Im happy.He is not satanist but he has a great respect for what Im doing.He is an atheist.Perhaps with time this will...

You know what Maxine says:no pain,no gain.Everything that is worth fighting for is hard.This is the way it has to be.Give the power to the fool and he will waste it.That is the way I explain satanism-as a group of elite people.There are so many things to do and so little time.That time...

Yes,a thing that really makes me angry is people that claim to be satanist and do nothing.I wasted A LOT of time on that kind of people.I`m always busy and have a lot of things to do but I always find time for meditations and rituals.After a while when I miss a day in meditations I feel...

Hi!My name is Ana Marija and Im from Croatia.Im satanist since 2001,but it tooked time to get to this level Im on now.I`m now on the part of working with elements.Im 20 years old. Im classical singer and one day(that is yett to come,as I was told) I will make a band that will spread the...