Well they say you cant live until you die im assuming its a ritual meditation in which one kills their old self in order to start fresh its not as bad as people here are making it seem and also what ever happened to "no fear in satanism"? With satan you dont have to fear death you should embrace...

Stop whineing why die now when youve discovered the path to true enlightenment? Life sucks at times i know because i programmed some retarded shit into my mind and it completely fucked me. Create a better life for yourself using meditation. But if you wanna off yourself a couple bottles of...