I am extremely happy to hear (well, read) about your new sense of empowerment and hope. In fact, it's not just me who is happy about this. Bes the demon says hi and we both wish you the best of fortune. Your anguish is known to the demons, and just like you suspect, you have been visited by one...

I don’t feel the need to roll my eyes and ridicule someone who is feeling the way you do, and from the looks of it neither does anyone who writes here. It wasn’t all too long ago when I was in a similar place myself. I spent a considerable amount of time there, seeking help from people who...

Thank you everyone. :) I have studied the material found on the main site yes, somewhat thoroughly. And also searched for several more specific issues here on the forums, and as it turns out, with a bit of time spent on that I found out answers/anecdotal explanations to all of them. Plus a...

I felt compelled to create an account and post this. I just had to write and send it. And that's something, considering how averse I tend to be when it comes to joining and posting anything anywhere online. :) On a road that somewhat recently led me here, I am extremely happy that I decided...