I had this exact same problem once upon a time. When I first tried my hand at Satanism, I discovered my GD was named Ishutah. No records of him anywhere. My element was Fire, but I never really questioned the governing God like you apparently have. Because I could find no record of Ishutah, I...

Your right. I should have Him in mind when I feel confused and lost... Such a simple reply, with such a vast amount of wisdom. :P I have also always felt drawn to Astorath. The image of a powerful warrior queen, seems, not only arousing to me, but very poetic and empowering. Thank you for...

Thank you for the link skarsnik. Just 10 minutes ago, I tried to contact my gaurdian demon and things went very oddly. At first there was this entity continuosly spelling out, M Y 0. Then that changed to, M Y Z. Shortly after this apparition declared there were 2 monster's, and when I asked...

Thank you both for your replies and advice. I will defenitly attempt to communicate with Andras; was it? As for finding a purpose, I believe I have found it, so my deepest apologies to flamingsanta80, but I believe your attempts at mastering pyrokenesis well defenitly pull off. Thank you...

I feel stuck. It's like there's something diliberatly taking my will to advance in life, studies, and Satanism away. This same feeling has caused me discomfort and uncertainty almost all my life. Lately I have been thinking it might be angels plagueing me? I live with a xian family, a xian...

My apologies if this topic has been addressed on the JOS website, but I couldn't seem to find it. Would some one care to enlighten me on the nature of Gaurdian Demons? In the past I tried to explore this subject, but I didn't really get anywhere on my own with it. Anything anyone might...

Hello group. Lately, I have been confused and feeling alone withmy interest's in Satanism, and feel like there is literally no one out there interested in help. For whoever's sake, in joining this group and JOS's main group, no one even responded to my introduction post. Talk about a...

Because I dont want any mistakes to happen, I want to ask all the members of this e-group who know what their doing where I should begin now that I have finished the dedication ritual, along with a couple tips on how to do things right. Any help would be greatly appreciated...

--- In [email protected], "kagan.pittman" <s.h.l.kagan@... wrote: the philosophy. of respect will I'm aware no one seem's interested in my intro, but I`ll state this regardless... My parent's recently realized I was on this group, and since my sister works well with...

Hello everyone. Once long ago, (maybe 2 years ago?) I was deeply interested in the idea's of Satanism and now I am finding myself revisiting them with a passion just as strong as before, if not stronger. I joined this group in hope's of support of discovering the truth behind Satanism...