I'm from Eureka, Illinois and I don't know any satanists, and i need help with information about how to do certain things that can't be explained to me unless it is from experience. I don't know why I am this way, but I am. Anyone from around the area please reply. I would like to meet up...

I have always given people shit for meditating until I became a satanist and now that I know I have to I don't think I can. I was a skeptic for all my life until like a week ago. To get back to what I'm getting at, I don't think I can meditate because my mind says it's dumb but my body and soul...

--- In [email protected], Jonathan Byrd <yeaigotsus@... wrote: JoyofSatan.com told me to do the ritual only once

Ok, for my dedication ritual I took a shower, then got a piece of paper and wrote down the prayer exactly the way the site had it in pencil, then I got an exacto-knife for the blood, next i got 2 different scented red candles, because they were all I had, and used a mechanical pencil without any...