You're not a baby. If you mean to dedicate yourself, and are for real, then the 'means' aren't all that important. Decide for yourself what you can and can't do. =P

Yes, it's okay to lie to other human beings, especially if it helps keep you from harm. P.S. I dunno, a moth? =P --- In [email protected], "vodaveer123" <vodaveer123@... wrote:

Yeah, I've actually began enjoying going to church. It's like a private joke to which only I know the punch line. They actually want to make me a youth minister, to speak to my peers about Jesus Christ~! Isn't that silly? Thus begins my own little battle. --- In...

Mm, that's a predicament. I'd channel clean energy to your mom, give her a boost, and then attack. But then, that's probably not the best advice you'll get. The truly 'zen' way of solving it is waiting through until you can get away from them. There's always the chance that their...

Black absorbs energy. Shielding yourself with t is one thing, taking it in, though... is not good. You're asking to screw yourself up drawing in black energy. It would make you depressed and angry and generally feeling bad. If white-gold doesn't feel right, red or blue is the next best...

I've actually been thinking of making a site, or site extension. I have basically unlimited web hosting, and could help get you live on the internet. My friend owns a web hosting site (hosting.teake.net), I may even be able to get a dot org for free. I'll speak to her. Also, if you need...

Socialization. Especially in xian households, but most people have been 'programmed' to feel negativity toward the idea of Satan. Could also be a spirit messing with you, or as the other person said, fear, OR it could be your soul responding to things it recognizes. I'd try past life...

I've finally decided that this Sunday I'm going to perform the dedication. =) It's the first full moon of the new year, and to me that holds some power. I know the full moon to bring potency to spells and rituals, and with the new year brings a new step in my spiritual life. I'm so excited...

"Everything is permissible, but no one likes a jerk." You'd be breaking both sides of that by breaking your friendship because you "aren't allowed to be friends with them". You can be friends with anyone. Satan will understand your care for them. As a general rule, if you aren't comfortable...

Why would someone want to commit suicide if they know him and see his glory? In any case, death is a dismal thing and generally undesirable. You're much better off alive and fighting for now.

Messing up a ritual shouldn't go too wrong. I wouldn't advise, say, summoning a demon unless you commit. You can't really forget to do one, either, because Satan asks nothing of you in that way. Just relax, and read more on the JOS pages. It should help ease some fears. Most of us have come...

--- In [email protected], "high_on_coffee" <high_on_coffee@... wrote: You can't rush the programming going away. It's been instilled in you for a long time if you're having a lot of trouble. When I was scared, I just sat down and read the bible. And highlighted everything that I...

Yeah, the only thing that happens is the ancient Mayan(or some native american) calendar resets, because it gets behind due to lacking a leap year of some sort. The stuff that is supposed to happen is a load of hokey. If it really does happen, then sorry I lied in advance. out... O.o

--- In [email protected], "high_on_coffee" <high_on_coffee@... wrote: I've lived in a Southern Baptist home all my life. "God says jump and it don't matter how high, you just do it" kind of environment. I was atheist ever since I knew what the word meant, up till junior high, when...