I am new to satanism and come from a long line of roman Catholics. So I am initially scared and nervous because of a long line of beliefs in the enemy. I have no clue where to start, what to read, or where to join up. Anyone willing to help a newcomer? 

I am excited but scared to start this new journey to connect with our true creator. Yet, I have no clue how to start???? I know there's a blood ritual but I still feel the enemy scaring me out of it. Anyone know how to help???