In my opinion it is the sword, a longsword ... it symbolize combat, the struggle for a ideal HS

Like screaming, yes! me too. Im just sitting there and cant meditate ... one day it was like a screaming woman was running around my room, she screamed at me, while I was trying to concentrate ... it was so scary. I dont know what to do, since months I cant concentrate properly and find no...

I thank you all for your rapid response it really helped me, thank you again! hs

Hi Ive got a question regarding a friend of mine. I told her a lot of satanism and now she very interested in it. She has a lot of allergies and is general not very healthy. I told her to meditate and to strenghten her soul and aura to repel the negativ influences. Now I want to ask you if...

A word is just a word until you fill it up with a meaning. IMHO If you think "zion" sounds some kind of good to you than use that name. Maybe you heard the expression anywhere ... maybe in "matriX"?? There is a "zion" ... humans live there underground protected from the evil machines lol ^^...

That is right about the telomeres, it is some kind of immortality. Though the cells can die by physical damage and also diseases (bacteria, virus etc.) The only problem is cancer. These are bodycells that rebell against their own organism. The body lost control over them and they can divide...

Wow, jeah ... Steve, lullaby, I thank you so much :) I thought I was crazy, or ill, or worse lol When I was about 15 I had always weird dreams, they seemed so real. I woke up in the night and there were standing these persons ... A girl, or a man in trenchcout, sometimes twisted figures...

you have a constant "buzz" in your ears? Sounds to me like tinnitus, strange ... sometimes when I meditate, or have some kind of dreams this "tinnitus"-sound is increased. ... So maybe I havent tinnitus at all??

oh dear, no it will not explode ;) Do you compare this event to reactorexplosion in Tschernobyl? The reactortype in Japan and in Tschernobyl are completely different, sorry but i think my englishskills are not enough to explain it here :( The Tschernobyl reactor exploded because of human...

count me in :) I thank you for your care

Well, I think its allright, dont feel ashamed :) I often feel a ... ehm "excitement" when I do rituals. Sexual power is something natural and beautiful, though our society and culture often try to prohibit that, especialy any christians, right hand paths ... dont let them cunfuse you, they are...

Hi, i experienced something else: It felt very strange ... like someone was holding my jaw from within, i felt a pressure ... and also a preassure inside my head. I didnt felt any tingling, buzzing ... no voice, nothing ... hmmm I often feel sexual arousal if i do mediations, but this...

Yes you are right ... In times of need the sermons of Maxine always helped me! Im so thankful that such a inspiring and generously woman like Maxine is on our side! I will mention her in my rituals, yes I will! Hail you Maxine and our ministries May nothing prevail against our goal...

Wonderful Idea, Count me in ... and yes write some details and suggestions

Oh dear Sister, I thank you so much for your words. Yes it helps me really, it is beautiful! May Lord Enlil bless you for struggle for unity HS

I know what you mean, I was also a long time afraid of the dark and I feared I could see a "ghost" or worse :) But u need not, really. One day while i was relaxing under the shower, a voice spoke to me. I said, that I should walk to a place deep in the forest, at night. Well I paniced, I...

I understand your feelings fully, I love a woman, but she always hurts me feelings. I did everything for her, but she treats me like shit. Its hard to find the right person, loving and honest men are rare. And these kind of men are always hiding :) I wish you luck, form the deepest...

Hey Ive got a question, too: How du I use runes if I wish to get answers like with a ouja-board or with a pendulum, or tarot-cards. There a so much ways in the internet and in books, but which way is right, which way is true? How do I interpret the runes right?

Well, touching her is very difficult. She had very bad experience with men in her relationship and now touching by a man is very painfull to her, I think she has a trauma. She told me a lot what happened and I can fully understand it. I begged Father Satan for help and I think something...

I Thank you! I love a woman, too, but shes very difficult. I love her so much and I helped her since September with school and problems with her psyche and more. I was always at hand and had a ear for her problems, she likes me, but she worries that I could hurt her feelings like her...

I thank you brother, I will try it ... but I think it will be very difficult getting her on the left path, she has a lot of depression and was disapointed by a lot of relationships, her own mother was very mean and she has no father. I love her, oh gods I love her really, So she cant...

My dear brother, if you think that something is wrong, than just try to pause. A break, enjoy your life and try to fullfill your next steps, try to enjoy your hobbies and think at something beautiful ... It will come if the time is right ... believe me, dont try to push yourself, it...

Hi, I thank you for your concern, in my opinion a further selective website would benefit us all. (I dont like the stile of Yahoo, its a bit confusing ....) Further more a live chat would be awesome, you can discuss problems much easier :) I thank you brother, hail Father

I thank you my brother, I thank you really ^^ Oh dear I thank you :) Wow, its a very impressive website ... hail satan

I met a person in September, at the beginning of schooltime, she is in my class. Once she entered the classroom I felt her aura, she is very powerfull. And it seems that she has a lot of potent magic inside her, well sealed, she had some interesting spiritual expirience in her life. Although...

calm yourself brother, there are much more dudes out there ... millions. They are not worth your anger. Try to laugh at them, thats what they deserve, only laughter ... You block their negative energies if you dont take it personal and they get them back and will only frustrate themselfs...

Im sorry, I was just kidding ^^ ... but your answer is now very interesting, your GD was with you for years and you didnt recognized her, maybe I should just evolve further and wait for the right moment. Even though it will take years ... but its hard, I need someone to talk. There are no...

Im so sorry brother, but thats just amusing ... :) Should I jump in front of a car, or a out of the window? *gg* I believe you, but I dont think that an self caused accident will make me better contact my GD. My question is rather: Are there more Demon(names) than on the list at the JoS...

Hi brothers and sisters, i did my dedication in October, i felt something strange while the ritual. A sensationi never had before, it was a faint pressure in my jaw and head, it felt like someone is holding it from within ... but the sensetian lasted only about 20 seconds. The reason...

Hi, i dont get any quiet moment at home either. My little secret is: "nature" I love walking along the trees and trough fields and forest, especially at night when all anoying people are sleeping. There are always nice, quiet placeces to find if its not winter ^^ If u dont have any...

Life is a gift, for us to claim our right to hold the keys to glory and (spiritual) wealth. Always consider the good things in our lifes my brothers and sisters. Father Satan is on on our side ! never hesitate, never forget. Glory to the brave and the stubborn for we are warriors of truth and...

Oh, im quite emotional touched by this. Lord Baal will be grateful for your apology. We are the children of Father Satan and we are Brothers and Sisters all together ... we should never be apart, we are legion ^^ I watched the Messages for a while and i have a lot of questions, but i never...