I've not tried that yet. I'm afraid I'm not quite at a point where I think I could achieve such a thing. I have a lot of work to do in advancing before I can do that. But I think you are right about qigong, I haven't trained in martial arts in a while and my addiction has only gotten worth. I...

Hello family, I've come to you all in a time of need. In the past year or so I've come to realize that I have a very long lasting and deep addiction to sugar. I've tried many things, I've battled very hard with this addiction and for some reason I just haven't had any success in kicking it...

Thanks everybody for your help. I appreciate it. Hail Lord Lucifer, our Father!

For days 10 thru 24, there are 4 images that the program calls for you to use in order to practice visualization. But the link, unfortunately is broken on all 4. If the exercise is only to practice visualization I suppose any image would work, yeah? The other thing, when reading about the...

Blackmoon is right, use what you have, as long as what's in your heart is true, then Father with understand.

Sometimes, my 3rd eye, and my temples (not usually at the same time) just feel like they get a sudden blast of energy or like they just "open up" like when I'm meditating on my 3rd eye or on my chakra. Cept they just randomly "flair up" like I just blasted them with a bunch of bright white...

Well everyone has a different experience as far as how they feel after the dedication rituals. For me it was a great feeling of tranquility and peace. For you it might be something different, but you have to understand that when you make attempts to speak with Father or the gods that you...

I'm not sure I know what you've done. Dedicating before researching can be seen as jumping the gun but I don't see any real issue with it if your heart was in the right place. As far as telling someone that you're a Satanist, did you do this to make them scared of you? Or did you threaten to...

Don't worry you did just fine. What really counts is whats in your heart when you do the ritual. It's okay that you used a dark blue candle. As long as you really meant everything you did in the ritual, then you did just fine.

                       To add a little context, I'll give a short version of my "career" as an SS. I started off, meditating every day, practicing magick, learning, I had so much enthusiasm. But I've always been a weak person, I give in to laziness, and make excuses a lot. (Something I am still...