My answer to your suicide problems since I have 16 years of suicidal tendancies under my belt is, get the fuck over yourself, get out of the illusion of self worthlessness, the human mind is what causes this it's a matter of turning a hypothetical light switch off and on, Life is what you make...

Whenever you feel the time is right to dedicate youself it's all whats in yout heart, justy study the wrod and texts, when you feel ready to dedicate yourself is up to you I took me many years to finally dedicate myself after years an years of spiritual studies From: joshorn <joshorn@... To...

I would be honourdb to assist you! no one deserves this kind of total nd blatant disrespect Hail Satan!Hail Balam! From: Brian <britar@... To: [email protected] Sent: Tue, September 21, 2010 7:26:30 AM Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Total Destruction!!!  ...

It is fine, homosexuality is not frowned upon at all unlike the xian religions, it is up to you and the damoness From: nikki charles <morticiasixx@... To: [email protected] Sent: Tue, September 21, 2010 1:35:03 PM Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: i have a question  ...

I have been having the same problem I try to sleep around 1 and can't fall aslep until anywhere from, 4-8am  From: Sven <belthazorthemighty@... To: [email protected] Sent: Mon, September 20, 2010 7:37:41 AM Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Sleep loss.  ...

Thats awesome haha a prankster for a GD, I LOVE IT! From: Kevin Tucker <theanimaniacs88@... To: [email protected] Sent: Mon, September 20, 2010 6:59:57 AM Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] HELP! IS THIS MY GUARDIAN OR THE ENEMY!?!   It is your...

Dedication ritual hat can be found on joyofsatan.org From: robertfeeney07030 <robertfeeney07030@... To: [email protected] Sent: Mon, September 20, 2010 6:04:19 AM Subject: [JoyofSatan666] To devote in life to Satan and all who worship Him  ...

hmmm I am interested I cannot say it could be both fighting a constant battle the enemy is persistant and they like to choose specific people to attack more. I say enter your astral temple and ask satan to help you, for this is your own experience only you and satan, and possibly your GD can...

From my understanding you dont "have" to meditate afterwards it just helps achieve full connection and feeling with the embrace of our fathers loving arms, as long as you finished the ritual to the point of moting it be you should be fine, besides it mainly consists of what is in your heart...

I feel very much the same way. Remember the only sin is underestimating yourself, it is all power in your mind. Don't think these negative thoughts of can't. Think "I can progress I can progress", slowly you'll start to believe it, I still have these thoughts you just have to push through the...

Hail Satan!Hail Beezlebub!Hail Astaroth!Hail Azazel!Hail Balam!Hail all mighty gods of hell! From: High Priestess Zildar Raasi <high_priestess_zildar_raasi666@... To: [email protected] Sent: Fri, September 17, 2010 2:16:55 PM Subject: [JoyofSatan666] PART 2 OF DESTRUCTION RITUAL-...

I shall meditate and send some of my raised energy his way xianist shall not win, I feel your pain.keep looking forward you can get through thisHail Satan!Hail Balam! From: Jen <queenofdemons666@... To: [email protected] Sent: Fri, September 17, 2010 9:25:15 AM Subject...

I have been wondering what does it take to become a high preist or preistess?

This war shall be won soon, by the true beings of this universe, the gentile spiritual satanists, us, we are and always will be as long as we stay by the truth of our father. The reptilians are humorous to think they could win against us. FOOLISH LIZARDS!Hail all who follow the left hand...

I have preformed by right, the end result is great happiness an overwhelming of joy the feeling of true freedom, for the lies will stop I can feel it in the air sucess of the gentile HAIL SATAN!HAIL BALAM!HAIL ALL GOD OF THE DUAT!HAIL MY BROTHERS AND SISTERS!truth and freedom is upon us From...

Well I read about the large scale destruction ritual being held Maybe the death of the jews is the "red" sun and the peak is when our energy peaks, so the Peak of the energy creates the time of the red sun the blood...Ichor of the jews shall fill the world as they fall, REPTILIANS MUST FALL DOWN...

Hail Satan!Hail Brothers and sisters!The tyranny of the Reptilian race shall be ended! From: High Priest Vovim Baghie <high_priest.vovim_baghie@... To: [email protected] Sent: Thu, September 16, 2010 2:10:18 AM Subject: [JoyofSatan666] *Important* Group Destruction Ritual [Friday...

Yes I've met many LaVeyan's and each one I meet tries to convert me such as a right hand path religion, I'm tired of their silly rants that tend to usually not make any sense. agreed in this subject   Hail satan! Hail Balam! Hail brotheren! From: Arya Satana <aryasatana@... To...

If you ever make it to Washington at any point I know apartments that rent out for around $400 a month. From: PamelaL <evilalien@... To: [email protected] Sent: Mon, August 2, 2010 6:56:21 AM Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Getting kicked out of xtian home please help!   I got a...

My givin name by my christian parents is Shayne which means "God is gracious". I am wondering if anyone knows a good way to make a new name for myself that doesn't revolve around this christian figure

Recenly I posted somthing saying I have been blind But on this night I did the cleaning like I was advised to do but not only that I have completed the dedication ritual, I feel him in everything I see and I meditated in a deep trance for about an hour 52 minutes to be presice, I already have...

Everytime I try to get in a trance I get very angery and full of doubt a little voice in the back of my head says "you're a failure, you cannot do anything right, you're worthless". and it's followed by extreme hatred and anger, everytime I try to vizualize or feel energy I cannot how can I...