Thanks a lot dark_pagan_666 and Sims Motal. I'll start on that 40 day meditation programme asap! although it was quite the struggle to find a lot of the links are "frozen". Anybody know why? Also which of the RTR's do i do? just any/all of them? or just the ones posted most recently?

I did everything as per: How to Dedicate You Soul to Satan I had a very strange experience as i burned the prayer/contract I had written. I began to try and put myself into a trance (I'm not the best at meditation, I am a complete newbie to Satanism) about a minute into my meditation i felt...