It is possible that u r using a technique called lucid dreaming. Its basically like dream manipulation. Though it can be a bother if you dont have control over it.

I don't know if this is normal or not but each time when i try to summon a demon (unsuccessfully), the incense seems to always cloud around me and I get this weird feeling of light headedness. Also with that comes blurred vision, sluggish and awkward movements. can anyone tell me if this is...

I've performed my dedication ritual but am lost after that. I have no idea what should I begin doing, like should I be meditating? Opening my Chakras? Practicing entering a trance? so could anyone give me advice on what step i should do now.