I'm new. when i was younger i did the astral ritual. but never gave a commitment. i want to start to. but id like to know how... and have a bit of guidance. ive read though the whole joy of satan web site. i just am looking for direction.

For years... I've always been attracted to demonology and reading all i could on your website. I've had weird dreams of demons.. but not as enemies. I felt as though this could be my answer. I've never had a real father. or a community... that i could find solace in. I completed the astral...