First off all I thank to lydia for giving me such a great advice and also thanks to shannon. I'm successfully detaching her. I read sermons again on JoS as well. I was suicidical but after reading and reading JoS and sermons and that luciferian liberation front site, i came to know that it is...

--- In [email protected], "rayaddams" <rayaddams@... wrote: I also want to ask the same question,uff! may other members help us out on this issue.

Need to erase her from mind to concentrate on meditations but she is fucking not getting out of my mind !! What the fuck i did. Extremely regret.

Thanks for the help lydia. I'd do as you said. But is there any solution to erase her from my mind totally? I need it ! I was amazed,happiest when i found father satan. But this girl became distraction,got hurted. I want those days back before i met her. HOW DO I ERASE HER FROM MY MIND TOTALLY?

Thanks for the help lydia. I'd do as you said. But is there any solution to erase her from my mind totally? I need it ! I was amazed,happiest when i found father satan. But this girl became distraction,got hurted. I want those days back before i met her. HOW DO I ERASE HER FROM MY MIND TOTALLY?

I'm deeply hurted. I can't bear this pain. I feel nothing toward Father Satan. I feel like i'm nothing and if i gain power,wisdom,knowledge here from father then it would be useless unless i forget this xian girl. I need to forget her. I want to be back witg father. I don't want any women in my...

I had been away from my path for months. I had forgot Father Satan,i was distracted by xian girl. O.o I had fallen in love with her. I'm very regret now. I was very happy. Now i cannot forget her :( I want to come back. I feel Ashame infront of Father Satan:( because i had promised him(before...

I had a dream nights ago,i saw a man standing just abt six feets far from me ,golden jewellry,golden suit he had on his body and very bright golden light was around his nody... I heard he said "OPEN YOUR EYES" i was laid by side and i had half of my face in blanket,i opened my eyes and that very...

--- In [email protected], "marshjohn30" <marshjohn30@... wrote: CAN ANYONE HELP??????????????????????

A month ago i did ritual at void mood night. In this i asked something from father,i knew moon was void but i didnt know that we shouldnt do rituals when moon is void. Should i repeat the ritual AS SAME AS it was and ask/request the same?

DO NOT WORRY AS LONG AS YOU DON'T REALLY MEAN THAT WHAT YOU SAID TO YOUR PARENTS. THE MORE YOU WORRY ABOUT THIS THE MORE DOUBTS WILL BE CREATED! AND You should not have told to your parents about what and who you are because they will never understand you and your beliefs,NEVER! Well,i dont...

we should not perform any ritual at void moon night, right or wrong? if we should not then i want to know the cause the reason why? Hail Father satan,Hail beelzebub,Hail astaroth,Hail azazel,Hail Anubis !

you just need your blood on the prayer paper where it asks for your sign. no matter if it is just a drop of blood but you dont need to sign your signature in blood if you want then do so. Hail Satan !! http://www.satanism.userboard.net/

Well,thanks bro,will try to talk to him again. Sent from Samsung Mobile

I have been crying out father for days, every day and night:( Sent from Samsung Mobile

The problem is my bro taunt,mock,joke, whole family curse me lol and peeps in whatever i do. So, i want him to run out of house somwhere,i cant go anywhere for meditation,cant do my power meditation JUST BECAUSE OF HIM! Even if i get time to do meditation then im not sure if i will get the time...

Thank you for your support and kindness my brothers and sisters...i know well that my faith in father wont lose no matter how much this pain makes me cry and frustrate or whatever to make me kill myself,after all this I got patience. And i get time for meditations at noon too. My brother goes...

Getting suicidical,,My Life is getting more worse than it was before. Im giving up,cant see any hope,feels like this is it. I m useless if i had a gun i would have shot all of my family now.im kinda suffered from social phobia too o_Oat my place there is no facility to get rid of this problem.

yeah you are right eremoslukos brother. im getting time for meditation in morning. and i keep my faith stronger in father

--- In [email protected], "kvnfidler" <kvnfidler@... wrote: i cant move away to anywhere yet@kvnfidler brother

i felt that it is best for us to unite in bond of our unity as father said in al jilwah. my family is holding back,peeps in what i do everything Especially my idiot elder brother. And i hate him, i want to spend more and more time in meditation with father but i hardly can do it but father satan...

thank you raven. i ve dedicated after the sunday night 26th. on early monday 27th at about 1:40maybe.

--- In [email protected], "wellness60" <wellness60@... wrote: im feeling so good and very some little changes in me .Thank you brothers. Hail Satan !

--- In [email protected], Hot Guy <hotstudman95@... wrote: im not from USA. i can get peacock here easily:)but i used dry pen. thanks for your kind info brother:)

well,I dedicated myself last night. It went not so good. After writing prayer i really dont know from and how i got guts to cut my left index finger. It has got little wide cut,got enough blood,blood wasnt stopping to come out so i had to end the ritual at the time. Wanted to stay and meditate...

--- In [email protected], Allison P <apocalypseofjon@... wrote: well. thanks sister

can i use peacock's feather instead of dry pen?? peacock is sacred to fatger satan

should dedication ritual be performed on full new moon nyt or is it neccessary?if it is,then when new moon is come to take place on what day??

I have one more question for what i didnt get exact answer from no where. it is..in which direction altar should be placed?? east or south?

--- In [email protected], "C Y" <yc28@... wrote: Thank you C Y:)

--- In [email protected], Lord Kayle <lord.kayle@... wrote: Thanks alot waric, for the link too:) thanks alot my brothers and sisters.:) HAIL SATAN

--- In [email protected], "C Y" <yc28@... wrote: Thank you C Y:)

Thank you C Y. :)

Thanks brother. HAIL SATAN !

Oh really thanks dear waric,Thanks for the link and all my brothers and sisters. HAIL SATAN !

Waiting for replyI-)please help

Can i use red candle for my dedication ritual instead of black?coz i cannot get any black candle. And on what day i should do this ritual?

Can i vibrate any demon's name just to know if he/she is my GD?if im not dedicated satanist?!?!?can i still do it?

Well i have been reading alot about father satan and spiritual satanism. Well,i decided to do dedication ritual and im totally ready for this.I want to know if i can write my pact/ritual in my own native language or not? Please do reply.PLEASE

how to pronounce "marchosias"? should it be as "marc-oh-sias" or "marcho-sias"?

how to pronounce "marchosias" exactly & correctly?