The onset of the seizure is kind of hard to explain.... but I'll try. I'll be fine one minute, then all of a sudden I feel... pressure? around my body. It's similar to the way you feel if you're in a small dark closet, knowing you're in a small space even though you can't see the walls. Then my...

I don't have any "radical" symptoms, which is why I think the doctor is wrong. My memory is poor, but I think it's psychological from abuse as a child. I'm always doing something because I hate boredom, and I often do many things at one time. I don't think that classifies me as ADD. Even if it...

I just got back from the doctor and don't like what he told me. I've had seizures for the last 30 years because of head trauma as a child. They're just complex partial seizures, so they don't really bother me. I have had memory trouble since the trauma, which is why I was at the doctor today...

I'm having some trouble with the breathing. It's hard for me to take deep breaths because of my heart. Every other beat it throws in an extra one, which effects my breathing. I can be in the middle of inhaling and that extra beat forces my lungs to kick the air back out. The doctor just did...

I kind of skipped over this when I did the training, but I realize now that I need to work on it. After staring at the image and closing my eyes, I see the image for a few minutes before it fades. After it fades, I look at the image from my memory. Does that still count as visualizing it, or am...

This may sound strange... or maybe it's normal. I don't know. I've been to many eye doctors and they can't find anything wrong. I see everything in what I call tv vision. It's like watching a a black and white scrambled tv channel, but in color. Everything is made of thousands of specks put...

Are you talking about the christian god? Umm... the same reason you don't see the easter bunny.

Yes!!

I was meditating last night and I asked who my GD was. I was told the name Krios. Does anyone know where I can find information on Krios? I have hunted Google for hours and came up with very little.

What is the Necro?

After the chakras are opened, are they supposed to be kept continuously spinning? I've read on a different website that there are 21 chakras above the head. How many chakras are there in total?

I'm having trouble navigating the JOS website. I keep getting script error. Gotta love technology. I'm wondering about angels. Where did they come from? What is there point of existence? I also have a question about meditation. After a few minutes, my breathing will slow down and my mind...