Hey, thanks for the advice. I'll have to try that. Sounds like something I might be able to do. Only one problem I can think of. I've been a Satanist for a few years now and I still have no idea who my GD is. Is there any way I can figure this out?

Just got onto my computer and read everyone's replys. It made me smile a bit, thanks for the help. It's good to know that people care, even if they are total strangers. The last thing I ever wanted to do is kill myself. I've seen how good life can be sometimes and I'm going to try my best to get...