Hey, Zel here. Nice to meet ya. I get what you're saying. I hear our Gods speak this way about other Mages at times....I happen to be quite close with Father (at least, he visits and manifests almost 3x a week to me on avg). Let me tell you why: You believe this truly within yourself. Now...

Women have periods because we birth children, it has nothing to do with any "curse" to my knowledge... It's prevalent in the animal kingdom (dogs, pigs, cows, etc.) and since humans are indeed animals, we see this as well. It's all just a part of the naturally occuring estrus. I've not found any...

R.... If you cannot find time nor energy for your meditations, then I regret to inform you that you will not find your answers here. Satan has been very clear to us all that meditations are KEY in fixing our problems. I would suggest rearranging your schedule to make at least one hour of...