Would satan be angry at me if i was transsexual?

lol, well shes your mom just give her more attention and do nice stuff for her but keep a firm statement that you are a satanist and you cant change this she will grow to accept it and about her saying no practicing in the house? youll probelly find it easier to do things outside if you live in...

Ok well for one your girlfriend can call sexual harrasment and alot of other stuff since shes a girl the court will lean in her favor almost always in stuff like this =) since its on a phone the guys fucked anyways you know why its proof he cant argue against that and keep sending your hatred at...

There are millions of ways to vent anger. Just take the time to search the way best for you. Like screaming at a wall until you feel better or just screaming and letting it out. hitting a pillow, writing it down then ripping it up and burning it =) or you can leave the burning out lol. So just...

Who wrote the poem in the classical area and what does the poem mean? lol my neo-pagan friend read it cuz i copied it down and she freaked xD she started wrighting a note basiclly saying words have power and to rid yourself of the poem lol sorry for poor spelling... lol i blame my phone for not...

filthy disgusting jews... all thats needed to say here...

Ok i never heard then end she never speaks how the boy is now, but here it goes. Well there was this boy that had nightmares every single night when he got to about 2 he started describing them. they basiclly looked like something a christin would visulize a demon. well...

hahahahahahahahaha this is funny!!!!!!! yea i got intrested in satanism cuz i was fed up with my prayers or anything for that matter being answered the only thing that happend that got answered was my dad and i diddent even pray for that i practicully willed that i mean i hate him but he wasnt...

well demons can die if you read carefully you'll see that there more advanded than us and gentically modified themselves . not just the greys lol the demons modified there dna so they dont age so they can technically die but not by us we cant kill them without losing maybe 3/4ths of the...

well for my earlier post i want to say thank you for those emails. it made me feel less afraid. on to this topic uhh well so i was stupid and decided i dont have time lets start working with the third eye tonight haha well i got through it and started meditating as soon as im done i turn off the...

I am crying as I write this. Me and my dad got into a big fight about school. He asked whats my motivation/drive. I told him that I diddent know because im scared of what he will do if I tell him. Im scared of what hell say. I dont know how to approach it, he asked for my goals in life. I again...

hey well my friend is intrested in satanism and i want to know some good advice so i can help her choose the left hand path her parents are atheist and she is experimenting with religon she is lucky she has no bans on realigion me i get stuck with 2 christian parents lol

well right now im not even speaking about it in school at all yea i used to but i was little then now im completly quiet about the subject i do believe there real just not what we think they are. blood just looks appealing too me im not trying to get attention at all just trying to figure...

well from what i read from a website it describes whats happening as a awakening process still i dont know

well i only have 4 posts in this entire thing with this one it makes 5 i should be more active .< well i am noticing that i like blood not animal blood but human blood idk if im just werid or something... like when my marching band went to a competition i wanted a friend of mine to cut my arm of...

ive always wondered something if the greys are being used to use us then why dont the greys and there knowledge help us too so we can destroy whomever controls the greys? with there non-reproductiveness we can help that while they help us advance and teach us more of the mind and stuff we become...

You know something I have noticed everyone seems to have trouble getting blood out all i did was get a coke can and slice my finger when i broke it and i took a wooden stick and it was like ink i took it under the slit of skin and wrote just fine =D less painful then a thumbtack, stabing...

we share a name lol well go to joyofsatan.com and read up =D make the commitment when ready if you have any questions you cant remedy by yourself then ask here important tips: take notes when needed, study hard, dont be stupid and live life to its fullest =D

stop worrying and relax yourself and you will be fine just try and do not expect results anytime think of this people quit working out because they dont see results immeaditly and say o it doesnt work well this is basiclly the same thing stick with it and you will get it the biggest loser (the...

stop worrying and relax yourself and you will be fine just try and do not expect results anytime think of this people quit working out because they dont see results immeaditly and say o it doesnt work well this is basiclly the same thing stick with it and you will get it the biggest loser (the...

Hey everyone, just came to stop by and tell you this group is plumeting from a helpful yahoo group to a socializing group. do not flood this group with stupid questions that you can find the answer to in half the time it took you to write it out. if you want to talk about music please do so in...

well if you think about it in there twisted realigon they call christianity if what 2012 is what they think it is it will be the rapture. but we all know its not real at all but what do they know nothing so there minds are set by trying to get everyone to believe in christ so when he does come...

Can someone tell me where I can find free online books about satanism and meditations?? I recenetly got grounded from my phone :( Whitch doesnt really matter =D i love books for reading and for hiding stuff =D Well anyways i just need a site where i can download it so i can put it in my sandisk...

hey if i can make my eyes roll back then my cousin isnt the only one xD if my hyperness offends anyone i can tell i can be extremly serious at times and outsmart alot of ppl i just choose not to because for one most of the time if my grade drops i get tutored by peers and there usally girls and...

ok sever all ties with your 'friend' now calm down and take deep breathes if your worried or something it will be very hard to do alot of the meditaions or rituals being calm is what needs to happen as soon as you eveen hint a angel do the banishing ritual set up sigils of satan around the...

i feel ready for anything really. the chakra felt amazing to =P if thats what it feels like i could get drunk on it not kidding either it felt sweet but not sickening sweet its like the movies where you have to have more and more and more and morre till you finally blow up i hate having no...

so many differnt types of gays and so many differnt types of straights . im supposdly metro sexual lol i make ppl guess about me its more fun that way i can get a pitch just right to make ppl look at me funny =D ive dreamt myself as a girl before but i dont know why o.o i dont dream weird stuff...

alright thanx is it really that bad if i make my eyes roll back =P as long i can put them back =D

thee reason why were bent on lying and keeping secreats is cuz were not accepted ppl believe lies the media puts a bad image on us so ppl are gonna freak out before you can say anything if its a grown up and your a teenager then whos gonna bring you down even if you can do something your still...

ok when i do the meditiatrion to open it i have everything like perfect and ill start when my eyes are close a faint whiteish light apears but after like 5 seconds my eyes roll back and it hurts =/ then i get really really exited for no reason ive tried to start this meditation in my room and in...

well now i know how to rember my dream! =D and find out about my past life i know i have past lives i feel energy really well for being a noob who still hasnt opened his chakras well i can feel the energy from when i try to open them =/ havnt done anything else much but the breathing exercises

gays are hip yo =D gays for girls are like the best shopping partner eva xD why i know this? because i know alot of girls who hang out with gays and they always get hyped about talking bout gays lol what i dont get is they say ew to lesbains but to gays they chatter endlessly like there mocking...

i was thinking more obnoxious and preppy high pitched but yea that works too =Pi wove my phone =D minus the fact i cant play videos :'( no youtube *crys* the one defect and it had to be the videos :'( ILL MISS YOU YOUTUBE AND THOSE CRAZY PPL VIDEOS!!!!!! o noes im completly off-topic crap umm...

this can mean alot of things either it was a possible angel attack, or if you snore the mucas stuff might be clogging your breathing thing sorry medical stuff aint my thing so i dont bother with it, someone trying to weaken you, also a possiblity is a occultist, you could be imagining it, etc...

lol i make friends that step on me after 3months xD one second there not seen after 3months of advice there popular and forget me xD maybe i should take my advice nah i dont want to be in the in crowd then i have to act like a jerk to ppl who arnt just to make myself cooler .< meh your friends...

ok so we worship enki who created humanity and then who worships the creator of all? o.o is there a way to contact him xD o wait nvm if we contacted him we would probelly die xD soz but if you can figure that out you get a cookie thats about 10ft wide and 10ft long =D what a yummy cookie o dont...

some of those stories sound like lies i have a question is there a way like a ritual or something that will like help me play a instrument better help with memorization of music and math =D well not really math im good with that just not memorizing music the intrament will come with time like a...

maybe its just to shapeshift mentally but if i could shape ship wolvdes here i come =D go wolves! go go! go wolves! o and go enki! go go! go enki! wooooooo =D sorry really hyper right now =D i feel like jumping for 8 hours =D or more then run 3 miles then repeat untill i have jumped for 9821...

you know something most older ppl and adults reject change the ones who are closed minded its not always christians who are closeminded some are very open minded and thoughtful those are the ones who sit back in corners taking in every detail when you dont notice back on topic now alot of older...

well said =D but no examples :`( im soo sad lol jk this "xians are so fucking stupid" or "wow wtf is this stupid dumbass xians" needs to stop like now for one ppl think with images notice how they think enki looks like a beast with horns now we know that is not true! but they think it because...

OK, first out of all these things is the hate thats going around. Yes we know that xians are our enemys but still. If we go around hating them in this group then those overly curious ppl like me wont find out what we truly stand for. Yes ppl make accounts just to spy on our posts and messages...

he puts "lol" too much and some of his posts i can not understand from the misspellings... o wellz. just another dumbass saying his god is loving but in reality his god has killed like a billion ppl

ok i was doing my dedication ritual andd after it was done i was attempting to meditate on the candle the flame was getting hot i mean hot as in the wax melted faster than normal even if you put something in it the fire took shape like a person sortof thing but after like 3 minutes i...

awww so far away D= i live in navarre lol rofl theres 1 pagan in my marching band and 1 satanist in marching band im da satanist xD everyone else is christian or catholic at least that i know of anywayz =P jacksonville lol someone told me to call all girls there future hookers xD at least i...

lol =P i live in navarre =D rather be in colorado but i dont have a choice D= i would take mountains and dirtbiking over water and sand but yeah =P

have you looked at there profile pics. they look like pedifiles and old rapeist dudes there topicss are funny minus the one about beating wives and any others related to abuse

i was wondering the same. since i should be doing it tomorrow =D but from what i read wherever your most comfortable like one of those bed that you can jump on and the wine glass wont fall =D but yea im not that realiable source hm o wellz

rofl phones freezing up too big of msgs. xD whats grammar have to do with anything? i dont have the best of grammar o wait... not on a phone anywayz its fun to piss ppl off =D and ive got really nothing to say. hmm what to say o i know i should be doing dedication ritual tomorrow! =D unless im...

rofl i was reading on that site for the "evil hoodies" its funny minus parts where they talk about beating wives.... they say crocs are devil brought o.o i dont know why there obsessed with gays being evil i know alot of gay ppl i mean i dont hang around with them that much but there still cool...

well i told some of my christian friends that i trust fairly well that i choose the left hand path they accept it altho they dont like it they still accept it im in the process of getting the items needed for the dedication ritual im looking hard for a candle of blue or black so hard to find any...

anyone near navarre florida? if you are then awsome i want to meet you if your not maybe ill meet you in the future lol

at least you can rember your dreams i cant rember one and if i do its usally hazy but when i do go to sleep my mind i dont know what happens but things pop up out of nowhere and its like a bedtime story and in the morning i cant even rember the story its blackness all the way through i dont know...

i dont have friends that go to the church every teen there is a ass and if there not then there quiet and dont like to talk to ppl we havent been going to church lately cuz weve been busy =D so maybe well be busy for idk another 4 years =D but thats to much to hope for i love working with kids...

I come from a christian backround and the church we go to felt extremly wrong. I felt like wanting to hit the preacher. I wanted to leave right then but im only 14 so i couldent. something in my mind sparked a intrest in satan so i was going checking around the web secretly and i found...