Basically, im asking for some assistance to a better life through satan, tonight i will pray to him and ask for a sign.

Hi i live with christians, i myself, am atheist, i feel alone, and the 3-4 times ive been to church were miserable, i want to know if there is some sort of ritual (secret and private) that i can perform to know satanism is for me and t figure out my guardian demon. Please help me, i have my...