Yes, that's what had attracted me to Spiritual Satanism. In that regard I have managed clarity of the mind. I certainly do practice void meditation and other forms of meditation. It definitely is not that I feel lonely either, nor am compelled to be a social butterfly. I live out in the middle...

After reading, and studying, all from the JoS website, I still did not find that to be enough. After researching the Sumerian and Mesopotamian religion, aligning myself with their ideas, their beliefs, that still wasn't enough. A yearning or desire that can never be fulfilled. Even after the...