Is my projection onto another plain how I view myself or is it who i really am? Didnt see much on the JOS site. Am I a monster or do i just think of myself as such?

Sorry about that, had a few threads going at once. Should have said Greetings. My mistake.

First I would like to say thank you to all the people that created this group. This is the first time I've came to a group like this. Have been a follower for years but has been done in the secrecy of my own house. Seems like ive been stumbling in the dark. Very good to know that what i feel...