After 40 day program will i be open enough?

Hello Everyone, Recently i've started to meditate on the 40 day program after my dedication to Satan last night. I can do the Void meditation no problem with seeing the mist around objects etc.. but with cleaning my aura and visualizing the bright light and on each of my chakras i find it a...

Jew scum..I'm from Ireland lots of Christian SCUM here and muslim bastards makes me sick seeing people walk in to their false dumb fucking building

Ok..i have all tools needed but cannot find a dry pen i have normal pens but they are not dry yet what can i sign my name in blood to replace it... my finger? I just want to do it properly and not wrong and bring unwanted attention

I have been meaning to do the dedication ritual but cannot find any black candles in the shops i have seen red but they aren't say plain red could be red with honey or that etc..is it ok to use these as i cannot find any black ones or blue ones.? and i cannot order some online cause my dad will...

What can i do to get started guys..what can be my steps please..thank you. Hail Satan!