You're not a true satanist if you haven't asked Google why Christians are so stupid and mock the priest behind his back xD

My astral temple is very fuzzy when I try to figure it up and I can't do it physically since I live in a christian home. Am I trying too hard or not enough to get my astral temple running, or is the temple I imagined not MY right temple and I need to imagine a better one? I'm also having trouble...