I've felt the same thing recently, perform ritual, I'm assuming your around draining people all day who are just so nasty, their energy is foul or depressing, cleanse your aura then do the foundation, 12 hours of contamination of other people dumping sludge on you, you have to clean it so to...

I was in Foster Care since forever, I've been beaten, psychologically tortured, "exorcised", locked in basements and forced to steal to survive all because of these wonderous xian foster homes other horrible things too but lets keep this simple I've even had my own best friend throw me away...